Monday, September 21, 2015

Bad Memory: Their Abuse: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2015:

Bad things happen and this sadness can inflict our souls to the point where we continually remain within the perpetual memory of those bad things. Thus, we may never grow or evolve from them.
C.J.MacKechnie
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 A bad and terrible thing has happened. maybe, this bad and terrible has happened to you. Maybe there is an infinite number of bad and terrible things which has happened to you. What do you do? Where do you go from here? How do you resolve them?
What if you think your at fault? Well are you?
It is difficult to live the life you have had. But, the longer you choose to remain within those bad and sad memories of the past. Also, means that the joy and happiness you so desperately want and need will also not be possible or just fleeting. So how can you obtain joy and happiness after have suffered through years or decades of abuse and torture? Well, are you reading this? I cannot say that I know your pain and what you have gone through. But, I do know this. If you are free of the abuse and tortures. Then. You have been victorious and your abusers and torturers have lost and failed in their miserable actions of you.
I have spent decades trying to figure out why? There is a reason why the answers are not easy to reason. Because, there isn't any reason why anyone should be abused or tortured. If you were abused and tortured. Then none of it was ever your fault. You were just the body present. That is all. You could have been someone else and they would have been the ones who endured all that you have had to. Except they may have been the ones who died.
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Their Abuse: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2015:
Your abuse and torture was never meant to be yours. It was always theirs.
C.J.MacKechnie
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A gift is not something you ever have to accept. You can be nice and friendly. But, you don't have to accept all gifts given to you. Just like the gifts of abuse and torture. You can refuse to accept these gifts from black hearts of wrath and hate. Just refuse them and deny their acceptance into your being.  You do not ever have to accept any ugly memory into the home of your soul. 
By you making your abuses and tortures your own. You are accepting of those unwanted and unasked for actions done to you. All that has ever been done to you. Was always because of those who had done those bad and terrible things to you. You were not ever at fault. Nor were you ever deserving of those bad and terrible things done to you. 
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Those persons who had done those bad and sad things to you. Would not have had any remorse or guilt if you had died. They would have felt great fear of getting into trouble. There is a distinction. maybe, they would have felt bad that you died. Because, now they have no one to endure their own internal wrath and hatred of life. In which your represented the hope of a good life. You still do. But, now for yourself and for the family you can now create without any abuse or tortures to be endured.
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How is it again? That you are victorious when you don't feel victorious. It is always like that after any great battle. The ugliness still fresh in your mind. But, right now is that key time in your life. You do not need or you should not want to blame yourself or to even own those memories. You are not to blame. no matter how many thousands of time you were made to be the blame. By keeping and holding onto those memories will block the creation of you choosing to make good and peaceful memories full of love, happiness and joy. 
So, put all of your bad and sad memories into the trash and put the trash to the curb. Just think about that for a moment. All that we have ever used is placed into the trash and remembered no more. Do you still think about the trash you threw away? ever?
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Sunday, September 20, 2015

Draw Closer 1and2: (Edited): 18 Sept 2015:

The righteous ones, knowing their days are drawing to a close, will have the natural urge to draw closer to their Father in Heaven. 
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Draw Closer #2: (Edited): 20 Sept 2015:
 The righteous two who have become one soul shall know their days are short after these many years together. They celebrate and worship their Father in Heaven who is the Lord of all. Together hand-in-hand they become inseparable as they together draw closer to the Father. Together they have become one. 
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 It is easy to see and know who the genuine righteous ones are. They fear not death or the coming uncertainty of it. It is beautiful to watch and elderly couple who walk hand in hand completely supporting one another. The each ensuring that the other shall not fall or falter. Both so committed to the other. That they each perpetually sacrifice their whole being to the other. Yet neither would ever proclaim that they ever sacrificed anything. because when your love is that deep and that committed. There is no sacrifice. There is no sacrifice for the other as there is only one soul in two bodies. 
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Venus Vision: (Unedited): 18 Sept 2015:

I can see only a planet of golden brown. With no seen features. The word Venus comes to mind. She is a sleeping beauty within her tight blanket. I see a great tsunami of immense energy flowing through this sleepy planet from the central star. The blanket which enshrouded Venus is blown away and taken back into the star. The sudden release of intense pressures is more than enough to cause Venus to expand a certain amount. Releasing her volcanic energies.
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A great fierce tsunami re-awakens Venus. Expansive volcanisms shall be the evidence that Venus is alive and awake. 
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Saturday, September 19, 2015

Prophecy 2017: (Unedited): 19 Sept 2015:


from the beginning of the Jewish new year 2016 through 2017.


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A). Red Horse has already ridden or is riding now. 
B). Personal terrorism and random acts of violence. Shall evolve and become the beginnings of
       racial, religious and cultural wars in the USA, Europe. (I think still just birthing)
C). The evolution of street fighting cruelty. To kill a person is no longer the ultimate form of street
       respect or street credibility. To cause the person life long suffering through permanent disability
       will become the ultimate form of respect through fear. (Don't know how to really prove this one)
D). WW3 has already begun. Tiajin. (49 in jail. Fail)
E). Michigan begins political conversion into an Islamic State.
F). The return of runners for the delivery of non digital communications.
G). Cyber warfare and the covert incorporation of operating systems.
H). A European Refugee Crisis. Not what you think.
I).   Where Ross Perot failed. Donald Trump will succeed in transforming/ending the entire
        Republican party into a new Corporately run Republican party. (Ongoing Hit) How did I do this? Here I say Donald trump wins and on (K). Hillary Clinton wins? Odd.
J).  Christian Genocide and extinction in the Middle-East and into Africa. (Ongoing)
K). Hillary Clinton President (Big Surprise Miss). The Christians showed up and voted in Donald trump to formulate a corporate Oligarchy.
L). The Panama Canal effect. (Ongoing).
M). Racial specific organizations will begin accepting strange monies from those who will expect
       violence from them. They may also provide weapons, bombs and military tactical training.(Don't know how to prove this until it happens). Then it will be to late.
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AA). The escalation of military buildups around the world will become astonishing. This is evidence
          that the Red horse has already ridden or continues to ride. No world leader will be able to
          consider peace as an option. The freedom to choose peace is gone from all men. For any man
          who chooses death, hate, chaos, conflict. This freedom to be able to choose peace shall be
          taken from them all and they will know not of it.
BB). Primarily Islamic Black men shall begin these things. Then the black street hoodlums will
         continue these attacks upon the helpless. Fair skinned females and fair skinned elderly shall be
         brutalized by these black men and nothing shall be done. There will be escalation as people will
         be shot for being white or black. Absolute racism will even affect the military, all law
         enforcement, all aspects of corporate America.
         This won't be just Islamic black men it will be all of Islam. Not just in the USA but all of
         Europe.
CC). Respect and credibility on the street means a life with minimal crimes against you. No one can
         go to any law enforcement person any longer for any kind of help. If you do. Then the entire
         community may/will retaliate against you. To the point that your entire family will have no
         peace within the community of the street hood life.
         When street fighting occurs. Death could happen. If it doesn't then the loser will suffer fights
         from many other persons. Because, they are seen as weak. So in order to get their street cred
         and respect back. They must seek ultimate revenge and not get caught by the police and go to
         jail. But, either way it is better for the person to go to jail then it is to live without any respect or
        credibility within the street hood community.
        In this new evolution of street fighting. Once the fight is over and you have won. The other
        person is defenseless. Now is the time to cause permanent brain injury and other permanent
        disability. So as to cause the loser to exist in a nursing facility for the rest of their lives. This
        will tell everyone who is watching that if you mess with me. This is what will happen to you. A
        fate worse than death. A new tattoo will tell everyone what you have done and all without a
        murder charge.
        The numbers of young men (Mostly) and women will populate the nursing facilities will
        continue to rise to more than 250,000+. Each with a life expectancy of more than 50 years.
        The vast majority of them will be long term and permanent Medicaid and Medicare recipients.
        As they will have no financial gain from civil lawsuits. States and the Federal Government will
        pass new laws in regards to causing permanent injuries. This will only limit the personal
        videoing and uploading to video sites like YouTube. This will also become a new business
        opportunity in healthcare in which shall be be deemed absolutely stable. Assuming the
        government doesn't begin euthanizing as a patients free choice/right. This will also evolve.
        Once this form of fighting becomes common place. The numbers of beds and rooms required to
        care for these young new patients will grow daily(literally).
        Look to street rap music to promote and popularize this new activity. The joy and happiness of
        beating helpless and unassuming people  just for fun will evolve into causing permanent injury
        and ruining another persons life. This kind of evil bolsters selfish pride, arrogance and more
        thirst for more power of any persons life. Fear of street hood retaliation will prevent any
        witnesses from ever coming forward to report any crime. Thus, causing the law enforcement
        personnel to become ineffective and nearly useless. Entire communities shall become absolutely
        lawless. Police will be regularly shot at for just entering certain street hood communities.
        Financial institutions shall receive zero monies for the homes which are occupied.
DD). WW3 is a slow burn fuse. To absolute extinction. Russia, China and Europe all preparing for
          war. President Putin is warning of Nuclear war and no one is listening to him. I believe him.
          Russia and China should be ready for war by around 2025ish. The next crucial event for the
          world will be in 2022. This will most likely be the harsh transition from a world economy
         based on the USA to a world economy based in China. That in itself can start wars.
EE).  "2019"??? Well, Now I don't remember why I wrote 2019???.
FF).  Minor problems and conflicts should always remain within your home. The word use of "home"
         represents your section, area, department or college within a college. The digital footprint can
         be seen by anyone in authority or even by those who are not in authority. There are no secrets in
         the digital universe. Which means
         uncomfortable situations can arise when difficulties between two adversary's long forgotten are
         brought to light in a future time. Even after everything has been resolved and the two are now
         brothers. Hand written notes placed in old time physical mail boxes. Shall be renewed. New
         corporate and governmental rules for generalized non digital communications. Shall be
         instituted.
GG). A windows, Unix, Apple operating systems, may include military pass through. For instant on
          of modems and computers. Research Zombie computers. In cyber warfare. The total number of
          computers used against your enemies is crucial. So how many residential, corporate,
          governmental and educational computers are in the USA? In which if they were all tasked to
          attack, gain access to and to override foreign computer networks. Their systems would be
          overwhelmed by the sheer volume. The only way to stop this kind of new generation form of
          attack. Is to physically cut the underwater Communications and network cables. Remember the
          Russian underwater news of 2015? The next level is to embed secret hardware inside of CPU's,
            GPU's and APU's. As well on the Mother board's them self.
HH).  A European Refugee crisis. This is not the Islamic refugees war fighters who have come to
           invade. The new refugees are the European civilians who shall flee to Russia. While those
           with wealth will flee to Australia, New Zealand, Canada and the USA. It is to awful to
           describe. Hopefully President Putin will have heart. When the Europeans begin to flee.
            President Putin should prepare for this eventuality.
II).      The Republican Party will end as it has been known. The ending of the Christian Conservative
            Republican Party ended some time before the Republican National Convention in Tampa
            Florida. The new Republican Party will have no connections to any Christian, any
            conservative or any individual civilian. The New Republican Party will solely have support
            for only corporate entities. Donald Trump will succeed where Ross Perot failed. Just as the
             Democratic Party is now only for special interest groups and certain morally offensive
             groups. Now the two leading political parties in the USA will no longer offer any support
            function to individual civilians. Depending on which new Political party wins the house,
            senate or the White House. All laws passed will be reflective upon which Political party wins.
             The Typical American citizens has lost their Country and no longer has any real support with
             anyone who holds any office at any level. The only way an individual American citizen to
             gain the ear and compassion of the Government is to have a corporation or special interest
             group who is in favor of the Government to support their individual needs or concerns.
             Especially, if they are cute.
JJ).        Christians will disappear from the entire Middle-East region and from most of the continent
              of Africa. Genocide and the extinction of Christianity will also go through Indonesia. South
             America and Europe. The big event will be when Italy is absolutely lost to Islam. The Pope
              shall even be executed or sacrificed upon his own alter. I do admit. This may be a few years
              in the making. The godless politicians who only want for their own selfishness and nothing
              more. Will drink and celebrate at the murders of Christians. While going on the news media
              and proclaiming what a shame it is. Then they will continue to do nothing. Allowing the
              murders to continue. Until the bold attacks upon Israel. Which will be after the loss of the
              USA. Without the USA, Israel will be vulnerable to attack and will have zero support from
              any other entity from the world. The blood of the Jews and of the Christians must all flow
              like fine wine onto the thirsty tongues of Islam.
KK).      Hillary Clinton President. This is so very murky. Either way the Common American will
              suffer and suffer badly. The Clinton family will become the worlds first trillionaires. Each
              with their own trillion dollars. Thanks to the American tax payer who will have to pay off
               all of that lost money with interest. All of this is from the learned lessons of Chavez.
               The democrats may win everything or gain control over both the house and the senate.
               All of this will happen if President Obama is as evil as many say he is. If he is a national
                emergency will occur. In which hundreds of thousands die all over the USA. Then by
                instituting national martial law. President Obama will remain in office and thus become the
               last president. He will become an American hero when he imprisons the Clinton family
               and everyone else who is a threat to him. This is why it is murky and I have not even begun
               with Donald Trump yet. Donald Trumps god is Apollo. Period. This is not also saying that
               Clinton and Obama god is satan. The only way president Obama will win if he is willing to
               kill and kill often. If he is willing to imprison those who are a threat to him. No matter how
               this election cycle works out. the American people will lose. Those who have the means to
               become ex-patriots with all of their family and wealth. Will need to do so asap.
               Additional Clinton Note. Prices for everything will rise and will be related to the pay to play
               schemes. Some will call it the Clinton Tax. Maybe 100% to 400%. It will be over time.
                Anything the private citizen does will be forced at gun point. Especially private and home
                farms. Will be criminalized. Guns will have to be outlawed first.
LL).        The Panama Canal Will be fully operational. The logistical wealth that is in California will
                begin to evaporate and materialize along the Gulf of Mexico and the entire Atlantic
                seaboard. This loss of wealth may just be enough to tip California's entire budget into
                default or bankruptcy. The loss of tax revenue will be hard. Logistics mean all aspects of it.
                From Marine port jobs, Warehousing jobs, Transportation jobs. That is only the beginning.
                Commercial and residential real estate defaults. Businesses leaving. All aspects of
                California tax base will go down. If you are in any aspect of logistics in California. Your
                time to seek a corporate transfer is now and leave the state. Because, eventually the
               corporation you work for will be forced to lay off workers.
MM).      The racial violence card is out of the bag. The Dallas police shooting is the starting point.
                But, something else happened and I think it is tied to whatever evil deal Bill and Hillary
                 Clinton made with the Attorney General, FBI and President Obama. I have much respect
                 for President Obama. I just cannot see how the President could or would support this train
                 wreck that is Hillary Clinton. If she becomes president and she turns out to be the Christian
                 Prophesied harlot of Babylon. Well, any one whom she has a dislike for will die and
                 disappear. This will include former Presidents. Countries who are enemies or even
                 friend/enemies do support those organizations which disrupt any aspect of civil and
                 peaceful processes. Even starting civil or any other kind of wars within that targeted
                 country. The USA will suffer in that regard. Other countries and other religions will
                 finance and conduct activities in order to provoke violent responses. When everyone
                 begins seeking their own defined revenge. Especially when justice is dead or just plain
                 unfair. Everyone stops looking for peace.  The laws of the animal kingdom shall dominate
                 the consciousness of humanity as they all begin to De-evolve down to that basic
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Added on 08 July 2016: Prophecy has become a source of entertainment or is a source of pride for those who want to cheer they were right first. It just doesn't seem that any of humanity is listening and making those needed changes in their lives to avert all of the coming bad and sad. Read the purple words below. I just do not see the sense in this anymore. The political leaders of the world are robing their own people and building their war machines. It seems all of the political leaders have learned from Chavez and are doing the robing their own ways. 

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All of the prophecies of the bad and sad can be averted/prevented if all of humanity looks to one another as brother and sister.  
Obey the Laws of God.
Loves one another. 
Exist in harmony. 
Lives in peace. 
Revere/Respect life. 
Simple.
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Friday, September 18, 2015

Soulful Enemy: (Unedited): 18 Sept 2015:

Insightful revelation is internally gleaned by the ones who are to become your deep soulful enemy.
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The man or men who knows more truthful information about your history than you do. Knows how the decisions of your leadership was made and from all of those decisions of your past. Can it be extrapolated into what typical decision may be made in your future.
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The most beloved country and people in the world. Is Israel and the Jewish people. This is taught by God and most likely had a deeper meaning than any human has ever tried to conceptualize. Instead of looking for the deeper loving truth. Humanity has thirsted for the destruction of the Jew and Israel. Humanity has chosen death instead of life. The refusal to see the truth. We are all Jewish and are all Israel. What is even more is that we are all one race of human beings. We are all from one family.
And yet we take our own jealousy and rage against some other who only appears differently than us. Without ever realizing that more than 99.9% of all of our DNA is identical. Which means we are all Jewish. It also means we are all African, Asian, European, Middle Eastern, Tribal, Hispanic and whom ever else I've forgotten.
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The Holy Bible is supposed to be how to live your life. How we all can become a righteous and holy people as defined and recognized by only God. But, on the flip side. The Holy Bible is filled with stories on how not to screw up. The Jewish people are and were very good at screwing up. The Jewish people are the example of how when you allow or introduce sin within your people. You are destroyed and blown into the winds.
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I've been researching Mr. Vladimir Putin,  It is amazing how much he knows about the USA. It is amazing how much truth he knows about the American history. I am of the conclusion. That peace is no longer possible with Russia. Which means that peace is no longer possible with China, Iran, North Korea, Cuba, and many other nation states. Peace has been taken from these world leaders. Peace has also been taken from the rest of the world leaders who are also actively modernizing their weapons of warfare.
Am I implying that Mr. Vladimir Putin is the bad guy? Of course i am. Does he want to me? In the beginning I do not think so. But early on he had a defined enemy. But, today, Mr. Putin must defend himself and his allies against the world bully that the USA has become. I am also, implying that the American leadership are also the bad guys. Just as the leaderships of all of the other nations are also bad guys. When the fires of World War 3 erupt into radioactive ash and heated winds with no heat. Waters that burn without boiling. All is lost for humanity. It doesn't matter how deep your hole is or how much you can filter the air or clean the water. To remain deep underground even for a few generations. May mean that your offspring may never be able to live or survive above ground.
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Generally, people do not want war. But, they are taught to be war like from an early ages. People are taught that they are no options other than to fight and to go to war. Look at the games we all play. Look at the most popular games of the year.
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Added on 24 Sept 2015:
Propaganda Trump card of truth:
 Who has this trump card? Russia, India and China. What is this trump card? The truth revealed of the continuing lies of NASA and of the USA. This revelation of on going lies and continuing deceptions will have a profound impact upon the whole of the world. To such a degree. That the USA will be forced out of any leadership role in the world. The truth of space and what is in, what was in it, it is that big. Since Great Britain and Canada are very close allies to the USA. They will be questioned on what they knew and when. They each will assign blame to the Bully Americans. Who only wanted everything for themselves.
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Tuesday, September 15, 2015

To Play, Do Pay: Corporate Oligarchy: (Unedited): 15 Sept 2015:

The new ruling body who do pay to play must put down the old dogs who continue to freely bark their freedoms. 
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Corporate Oligarchy: (Unedited): 15 Sept 2015: 
Corporate Oligarchy
Government of the corporations, by the corporations, for the corporations, shall not perish from the Earth.
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Yes, this is from a quote from President Lincoln. Altered to reflect the growing monster which is Corporate America today. Corporate America which seems to be manipulated by international interests and intentions. You cannot maintain your national identity when you allow foreign ownership of all of your national and corporate assets.
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The new ruling body must pay to play with their newly established government. It shall be considered by them that those who do not pay to play. Shall not benefit in any way with any sort of naturally assumed freedoms. Which will evolve into basic human rights. Basic human rights is not free and you must pay in order to receive any rights or freedoms continually and throughout your entire life. The more you can pay regularly. The better quality of freedoms and rights you shall receive.
If you can pay nothing then you shall have nothing. 
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Your freedoms and rights shall be like paying for internet service today. There is a variety of speed variances as well as bandwidths. The more you pay the more you get. Then there shall be those business class kinds of freedoms and rights. Which can be similarly compared to business class internet access. Again, the more you continually pay the more you continually receive.
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Sunday, September 13, 2015

Freedom Wanted: (Edited): 13 Sept 2015:

The first flights of freedom are both exhilarating and fearful.
This originates from the deepest need to survive from within and expresses itself with a physical outburst of utmost uncertainty. 
Deep and lost within the emptiness of darkness was I found and not discovered. 
No light emanated from me. The light was all around, through me and within me. I felt fearfully discovered and not harmed in any way. This is the gentlest of loving embraces anyone could ever experience.
Pulled out, pulled in, reached for and seeked out. I was wanted, loved and cared for. 
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No matter how your enslavement is defined or to what degree of enslavement you dwell. Your freedom comes from within your decision. Your decision to flee. Your decision to remain motionless. Your decision to refuse. In those brief moments. You are free.  Even if the outcome is your death. You shall become more free then you could ever be from within the confines of your own mind. Assuming you have freely chosen to be righteous and holy as seen by only God.

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Saturday, September 12, 2015

Peaceful Presence: Attacker Brutality: (Unedited): 12 Sept 2015:

By becoming a peaceful presence. Anger management classes shall be unnecessary.
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The prophetic red horse shall ride and is most likely riding throughout the whole world right now. This can be easy to see and yet most people are blindly aware. Even those persons who are actively looking for the prophetic red horse. I cannot see, hear or am even aware of the prophetic red horse. But, the effects of after the prophetic red horse has ridden by can be easy to see. When you see people who think they have no other choice but to physically attack another person. The popularity of the UFC is evident within the world as other mixed martial art fighting organizations have been founded since the beginning of the UFC. Even in these fights. Those who do the fighting seem to be empty in substance while being extremely gifted in their own unique style of hand to hand combat. What I mean by this is the wisdom and understanding that was once associated within any martial arts style seems to have faded away into nothingness. All that is left is brutality in and out of the ring. The showmanship of disrespect. The thrill of physical destruction to a person.
People are just attacking and murdering police officers and police officers are becoming judges, juries and executioners. An effect of the riding of the red horse is the absent of fair blind justice for all. Judges shall be in favor of all things which do not promote life or peace.
Politicians shall also be promoters of all things which are anti- life, anti-peace, anti- harmony, anti-life, and anti-God.
It seems the prophetic red horse is riding from the top down throughout all of societies, cultures and religions. Starting with the world leaders and ending with the common everyday person. I read a story where a group of adults just attacked an on duty life guard for no apparent reason. Other than to be just cruel. Even the news said, this has never been seen before. Who just attacks a person whose profession it is to save lives. Really?!?!?!. I could go on with examples. But, you know what I mean. Just check your own odd news and see for yourself.
The insanity of having no peace will resound within everyone who is not secure in the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of God. This shall include those who are merely religious, socially religious, the entertained religious an event the going to church a few times a year religious. This will even include those who pretend to be righteous through all of their volunteering and church related leadership activities. What is worse is just as those who knew not Gods actions against them. Shall not even be aware that peace is gone or was ever even an option or a reasonable choice.
If you have read my writings on the logical formula of Life. Which I represent inaccurately as
Life =Law, Love, Peace and Harmony. The absence of peace. Means Life cannot thrive or even exist. With an absence of peace all life begins to die. Thus just the absence of peace creates a vacuum in which negativity will just be sucked in. The opposite of peace is conflict. For instance. The growth and acceptance of road rage. Even though there are laws against road rage. It seems to be more common place now. Or the recently new practice of walking up behind someone and just beating them and kicking them. This usually happens to those who were already feeble or of the defenseless type of persons. While video tapping it all and laughing.
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Attacker Brutality: (Unedited): 12 Sept 2015:
The thrill of watching brutality or even helpless brutality causes you to become the attacker. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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It used to be where there was mutual combat amongst men. That when one could no longer defend himself. The fight stopped. Now, you cause permanent injury or death. In order to prevent retaliation/revenge from the one who lost the fight. This shall evolve and already has into family friends shall retaliate on your behalf and in your memory. No longer shall the police be effective. No longer shall anyone cooperate with the police. In the absence of justice. There shall be vigilantism at every level. In the sweet and intoxicating red dust of the prophetic red horse. All shall kill one another. The strong against the weak. The law against the lawless. The evil against the religious. And Vice Versa.
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ultimate_Fighting_Championship
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Added on 16 Sept 2015:
But how do you overcome the Prophetic Red Horse?
If you feel you still have the ability to freely choose between love and hate, law and lawlessness, peace and war, harmony and chaos. Then you must seek internally righteousness and holiness as God expects from us all. Without any disobedience or negotiations on your part. If you have read my writings then you already know. Those purple words. Then go forth without me and drink up the ancient Holy Texts. Thirst for the quenching waters of God. Become satiated by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. Pray, mediate and contemplate all that is from God, Yeshua and the Holy Spirit. This may be your only hope. But, then again. In Christian prophecy the Christian loses.
The evidence of the red horse riding amongst humanity is seen in the actions of the worlds leaders. They do not desire or even talk about peace, friendship or even mutual respect anymore. What seems to be of supreme importance are the business relationships. Even those seem to be in a fluid state of constant negotiation.
Through the business international contracts and international law. They all build of their military forces through propaganda training and equipment modernization. Can you see the world leaders as well as some religious leaders can only thirst for war and conflict. Their collective free will is gone and none of the worlds leaders are even aware of it. They each only know. They must prepare and plan for war.
If you knew that China was building their war machine from every American dollar. Would you ever buy anything Chinese again?
If you knew that China is planning and preparing for war with the USA. Would you continue to buy Chinese made products?
If you knew that China, Russia, North Korea, Iran, Cuba and some Central American countries and some South American Countries were all aligned against the USA. Would you even agree to participate in any business arrangement with any of them?
And yet how do I know your free will even to shop at Wal-Mart or Costco plus anyone else who sells Chinese made goods has already been taken away from you. Because, these words are true. The red horse rides and everyone is completely oblivious.
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The red horse causes everyone to do their part. When peace has been taken away. Yes, in the early stages of when the free choice of peace has been removed. The people must all make the implements of war and those mothers send their children for war training. Even the games our children play are war. The desire for peace has been taken away as even the children play cruel blood thirsty games. Can you see the Red Horse has already rode through even your own home and family. You have no choice but for warfare, death, destruction and finally extinction. Remember this as you go to church and even your preacher teacher celebrates the soldier children and soldier supported families. Even they know not the red horse has cursed them all with blood thirsty warfare.
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Tuesday, September 8, 2015

Piece Peace: Either Peace: (Unedited): 08 Sept 2015:

Peace is a piece of you. If peace is not within you. Then you shall not have any peace. No matter how much you wish or pray for Peace.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Either Peace: (Unedited): 08 Sept 2015: 
Peace can either be present within you, Absent from you or replaced with conflict into you. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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Any person who has become enraged has not a piece of peace within them. As peace becomes absent from within you. This empty space where peace logically resided may become conflict/war.
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A piece called peace is just one but many psychological elements within your being. They are all arranged logically within you. Much like a mathematical formula. Even though I do not know of the exact arrangement and you may not know either. It is still so. Just like how many of us can automatically use multiple forms of math in time to run and catch a ball or to swing a bat to hit a ball or to shoot a ball into a high hoop as in basketball or to hit a tiny white ball into a little cup many hundreds of meters away. There is a lot of math involved. Even though you or I cannot and are not even aware of the complexities of moving our bodies to do a thing in a timely manor. We can still do it. Some of you may have even failed general math and yet can do some very athletic feats. How can this be? I have no idea.
This is directly related to those psychological elements within all of us. To each of us those psychological elements are in varying degrees. I've written these formulas before.
Life= Law, Love, Peace, Harmony.
Death= Lawlessness, Hate, Conflict/war, Chaos.
These are the basic and most fundamental of elements within each of us. There are many more of these elements but of lesser importance than these listed. All of the positive elements would be assigned within the Life grouping. While all of the negative elements would be assigned to the Death grouping.
Please forgive me with my improper math terminology. As I'm one of those who has failed general math in their youth. This is just the best I can do. So please forgive me. If you exactly see this. Then it may be for you to explain it better than I can. I hope you do. Then i can learn from you. Kewl.
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If God can completely erase/delete the common language of all of the surviving people of the great flood. These are those same disobedient people who tried to build the Tower of babel Then God separating them all into their own groupings and put/downloaded into them new and different languages. Thus confusing them all from one to another. Thus most likely the beginning of the racism lies. (This is not about racism).
Then God caused either total insanity or actually altered the DNA of King Nebuchadnezzar in the Book of Daniel into some kind of bird type creature for 7 years. I think it was both. Not an either or.
God can also take a persons will or free choice away. This is usually a part of the individuals judgement. For instance. The man god pharaoh who refused to listen to Moses. God purposefully hardened the heart of pharaoh a couple of times. To ensure that all in Egypt would know that the Lord destroyed them all. Can you imagine that. That God can alter your mind without you ever being aware.
Those are 3 examples of how can can do his will and alter anyone as He sees fit.
If God can do all of these things and more as listed above. Then what is one way that God can take peace away from the Earth. One way is by removing the concept or the ability to choose peace within each human being. As a judgement for all of humanity who when most of us had free will and we still choose conflict or war or argument. So God sends his Red Horse to take away peace. Thus it is humanity who does all of the war, fighting, killing and murder. This is because humanity can do nothing else but to fight, war, conflict, kill, murder.
This should all begin with the worlds leaders. You shall begin to see how they all thirst for war and conquest. Peace will not be within them. This will be easy to see from their actions and through their plans. Do the research for yourself. Which leaders of which nations are preparing for war by building war machines and up grading their war machines? Eventually, They will all decide that they must fight or be destroyed themselves. The question will be who will jump the gun first. If the red horse has or is riding now. The worlds leaders will be the first to lose their ability to exercise free will in regards to peace or war. They will only see war with no option for peace. This will be a lie they tell themselves and everyone else. For peace is not within them and has been removed. So none of they can choose peace. There shall only be war, death and destruction. Until all life is about to become extinct on this planet. Up until this point of all of my writing. I have always pushed for the hope of peace. That if everyone would just follow the formula in purple by their own free will. Life= Law, Love, Peace, Harmony. Not because they have to but because it is the right and most true thing to do. Not because of any fears, threats or intimidation's. But because we all want a life worth living. Freedom is restrictive and not all encompassing. You cannot expect a positive life by always thinking negative. You cannot have any life when your whole thinking process is in the formula for death. You cannot expect a healthy life when you do drugs, drink and have an immoral sex life. You cannot expect to have a free life when your always breaking the laws. Having a happy life means you do not create drama or become entangled within it.
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So what can you do? Get right with God and heed his direct instructions to you. Know that if you do become a devout follower, you become righteous and holy as seen by only God. Then you will most likely become martyred. So let your call for God be upon your last breath. This is prophecy.
Avoid any and all religions and churches who have become absent of the Laws of God. For you to even be a member of such a religion or church. Makes you in agreement of those sins in which they have brought into their holy places. What is that called in prophecy? Abomination of Desolation

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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis+11
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation+6
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Daniel%204
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus+9&version=NASB
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus+10&version=NASB
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moses
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nebuchadnezzar_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Horsemen_of_the_Apocalypse#Red_Horse
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tower_of_Babel
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Death Peace: (Unedited): 08 Sept 2015:

Death and despair rise up when peace is being taken away.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Do the research for yourself. How many countries are now preparing for war? Yes, there is still mostly peace in this world of humans. But, you won't say the same thing in less than 10 years. Maybe, even less if the USA feels that their military will become antiquated by the combined Russian, India, North Korea, Iranian, Turkish and Chinese newly modernized forces. Maybe, the USA will strike first? Maybe Russia, China and North Korea will strike before the USA will certainly strike? Will they directly strike the 48 with EMP's weapons. Will the majority of Muslims pile on and begin the American style Tet Offensive?
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IS the USA attacking China with some kind of weapon system, 4 times? Did China retaliate by planting an obvious bomb at a US Army Ammunition depot in Japan? Will these actions escalate?
Is our US government the worlds bad guys? Is the US government starting and maintaining conflicts around the world? Are the Americans the bad guys? Even if the entire American civilian population is completely unaware?
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Added on 08 Nov 2015: 
A Us Navy Missile test over California at night has occurred.
http://www.sandiegouniontribune.com/news/2015/nov/07/mystery-light-sky-military-navy-drill/
This is unheard of.
Why would anyone in the military or government cause a possible panic and risk lives of American civilians with a possible failure of a rocket? You just don't do that. Unless a fundamental change over the importance of civilian Americans is no longer of any significance.  Of course none of that happened. Some body is insane in the US government and military.
 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trident_%28missile%29
http://www.naturalnews.com/051884_Trident_missile_launch_covert_war_with_China_first_strike_on_America.html
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy+28
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sunday, September 6, 2015

Under God's Authority: (Unedited): 05 Sept 2015:

This is for those who have been gifted with the ability to write. Since, it is obvious that I'm not gifted in the perfect speech. Which is accepted by everyone who has been educated. 
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This is a Christian sign for prophecy.
The prophetic era of Christian persecution has begun with Mrs. Kim Davis. Can you stay in Jail for 18 moths over your faith? Can you stand and face all of your sins from your recent past or even in your current state of being? This is what Mrs. Kim Davis is doing. None of the traditional media outlets have supported her in any way. The Republican politicians have declared their support of this democrat. While the democrats including President Obama have denounced her. This also includes Hilary Clinton.
The evidence of faith which seems obvious may very well make her one of the chosen remnant of God. Which means all of those other professing by only mouth Christians shall be those who God may say to them. "I never knew you". It is not for me to say. It is only for God to choose who is to be a remnant and who is not. This includes me.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+7%3A21-23&version=NASB
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Mrs. Kim Davis may be the first who shall be martyred. Can you say for certain that she will not be? Can you say that she will not ever see her freedom? She probably will. But it is evident that the evil U.S. District Conservative Judge David Bunning has put to jail an innocent woman. In which the evil politicians had made laws of man to be superior to the laws of God. This District Judge is at the very least a Pontius Pilate. I'm not stating nor am I implying that Mrs. Kim Davis is a Jesus Christ. Mrs. Kim Davis, may very well lose everything over this.Since even one news story has even declared that she cannot use Go Fund Me website for support.
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In order to be a Conservative Republican like this District Judge David Bunning. Do you have to be a Christian? If this District Judge is any way a professing Christian. His lies are now seen through his actions against this woman. How can any person who is a Judge. Make their decision before any evidence is heard or seen? Did this Judge make his decision before court even began. It can be assumed he had as the deputies and the jailers were already present. If this District Judge is a professing Christian how can he honor or even obey any law which is against the laws of his God? or should I say which god?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pontius_Pilate
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Mrs. Kim Davis and her imprisonment can be compared symbolically to other persons who were to be disciplined, punished and killed. I'm not implying that Mrs. Kim Davis will be killed.But, when you are surrounded by evil persons. The jail guards cannot protect anyone and cannot guarantee anyone's safety or well being.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Daniel+3
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+23%3A26-43
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Any law which has been established by any man. Which replaces, Denies or rejects any Law of God. Is not a righteous or truthful law. Nor is it a law which should be honored or obeyed by any righteous person. Even to the death of that righteous person.  To those men and women who agree upon and obey these laws. Even if you do not agree with the laws but still honor them to keep your employment. It is them who can now be easily seen and known to be of genuine evil. This includes any professed Christian who holds any office or works in any place who must obey any anti-godly law written and agreed upon by human beings.
Is it judging to say to a murderer that he is bad and what they do is bad? You can say the same thing about anyone who commits crime. It is a crime of God for anyone to honor, accept, obey any anti-God laws or regulations.
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Sinners or LGBT persons pretend to be nice, kind, compassionate and merciful. So that you will think a good feeling lie about them. Many LGBT persons are symbolic murders. They are actively murdering their own family names and in the end their genetic lineage of their family. Yet, These symbolic murderers are being accepted into churches and celebrated. They have no intention of converting to Christianity in any way. These LGBT persons are spies for the evil ones.When your at war. Your spies are necessary to gather intelligence about your enemies. Do not think for an instant that this is not a war. For the god of this Earth wants all of humanity to become extinct. This is satans end game. By any means necessary he will do as he thinks he will. satan is the one who leads all of the LGBT community. It matters not if the LGBT person is politically active or not.
So if satan is the leader of all LGBT persons and LGBT persons are welcomed in your church to hold any official church position and they have no intention of ceasing their LGBT lifestyle. Then you and your whole church is of satan. satan is your god. When your are singing those popular non specific Christian songs. Know that you are singing and worshiping satan.
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Jeremiah+37&version=CEB
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What is happening to Mrs. Kim Davis is only the beginning. As it is evident that the few who are in protest shall be ineffective. It is apparent that there are very few genuine Christians of real substance in Rowan County Kentucky. There are also to few Christians of merit in the whole state of Kentucky. With Kentucky a part of the famed southern Bible Belt. It is also evident that there are to few genuine born again Christians. Just pretenders who are merely associated with the Christian entertainment fan base as well as those who are members of their local christian social club.
There is very little real news about Kim Davis and any news is primarily related to the effects upon the LGBT community. The news also attacks Mrs. Kim as well. Revealing all of her sins prior to her becoming a Christian.
This is prophecy. The LGBT community shall be victorious over all Christians. To the degree that Christian persecution shall involve all manor of jail, loss of employment, abuses, tortures and death.
The entire Christian population must put a stop to this right now or face starvation, homelessness and death.
After the events of Mrs. Kim Davis. The atrocities which shall follow against the entire Christian community. Shall not be heard or seen on any mainstream media outlet. The true devout and righteous ones of God shall be exterminated and none in the general Christian community will care to even know. So as long as they can happily sing and enjoy the entertainment for a couple of hours a week.
In order to be a Christian. This is after you have made the proclamations and have been baptized. You are to go forth in your life to begin to live it righteously and godly as is taught within the Holy Bible. This is by your own free choice. All without fears, threats or intimidation's. You go forth and outwardly exercise all manor of mercy, compassion, kindness, fairness. Not because, you have to but because you want to. Not because your forced to or even expected to but because it is truly the right and most truthful things to do.
Yet, today it seems the gay sons and lesbian daughters show more love and compassion to their sick and dying family members than do the Christian. Even to friends do they support more than a Christian. I've seen it. I've experienced it.
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Just because, I post a news article does not mean I'm in agreement with any of them. 
The ugliness of the news media. This is not politics. This is purely about what is right and wrong. This is about how the government is wrong with the passing of evil laws.
http://news.yahoo.com/no-kim-davis-cant-beg-041235821.html
https://gma.yahoo.com/jailed-kentucky-clerk-kim-davis-offers-remedy-same-120304964--abc-news-topstories.html#
http://thinkprogress.org/lgbt/2015/09/02/3698100/kim-davis-hypocritical-theology/
 http://www.slate.com/blogs/outward/2015/09/04/kim_davis_anti_gay_kentucky_clerk_is_a_gift_to_gay_rights.html
http://www.massresistance.org/docs/gen2/15c/Kim-Davis/index.html
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In order to turn this entire country around. Every political office must have righteous persons in those seats. I think it is to late. The USA is lost. The USA was a republic which became democratic and is now an Oligarchy. The USA is no longer of the people, for the people and by the people.
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Steve McDonald "By Law"
https://youtu.be/EkkUlu0Qzh0
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Added on 07 Aug 2015:
A woman who has not committed a real crime. Unless if you call going against the political will a crime. Has not been offered the ability to make bail. Either way the precedent will translate nationally for anyone who commits political related crimes. Their are now laws against your conscience. How about that for a loss of freedom. In which you can be imprisoned for an indefinite amount of time. If you are big in investments. Invest in the corporate prison systems. They now have a new revenue source. Devout Christians shall all go to jail because of conscience. Don't expect to make big money. Apparently there is only a remnant of true and faithful Christians who have not been deceived. The rest of Christianity just doesn't care. This is all prophecy. A heartless Christian body which allows an innocent person to rot in jail. 

http://www.newsmax.com/Newsfront/kentucky-clerk-bail-gay/2015/09/06/id/673857/
http://talkingpointsmemo.com/livewire/mike-huckabee-serial-killers-kim-davis
http://www.newstalkflorida.com/conservative-judge-bunning-jailed-kim-davis-without-bail
http://www.newstalkflorida.com/conservative-judge-bunning-jailed-kim-davis-without-bail
http://www.breitbart.com/big-government/2015/09/07/mike-huckabee-we-must-stand-with-kim-davis-against-criminalization-of-christianity/
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Added on 09 Sept 2015:
http://www.rt.com/usa/314758-kim-davis-released-jail/
https://www.yahoo.com/music/survivor-did-not-grant-kentucky-county-clerk-kim-128671777736.html
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Added on 10 Sept 2015:
https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/leading-u.s.-rabbi-i-am-absolutely-jealous-of-kim-davis
http://america.aljazeera.com/watch/shows/live-news/2015/9/rowan-county-clerk-kim-davis-to-return-to-work.html
http://america.aljazeera.com/articles/2015/9/8/cruz-and-huckabee-to-meet-with-jailed-county-clerk-kim-davis.html
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Added on 11 Sept 2015:
Enslaved Extinction: (Unedited): 11 Sept 2015:
Absolute freedoms begets total enslavement. Which leads to over all extinction.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Death Parent: (unedited): 15 Sept 2015: 
As death embraces the older parent. They shall gaze into the eyes of their LGBT children and know this is the one who murdered all of me.
C.J.MacKechnie
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You cannot and will not have any sort of freedom without a self controlled restraint. Free love, like free drugs and free liquor. Ends in the loss of family, freedom, health and welfare. Unnatural sex harms both persons physically, mentally and spiritually. Just as a man or a religious man viewing porn is said he only harms himself. This is the lie. The viewing of porn harms the persons involved in the sex acts being viewed. The viewing of porn harms the wife even though she is or may not be directly or indirectly involved. The viewing of porn harms the children. You must see this truth.
The eventual destruction of the family through sins continuation. So the LGBT life style destroys the whole natural family. As a matter of fact. The LGBT Life style murders the family. The LGBT person has often times separated and isolated themselves from their own family. Only to return as the pretended loving son or daughter who wants to become the last person their dying parent ever sees or think. I have seen this happen many times and have myself been caused to think how nice and loving these LGBT persons are. Especially, if the person dying has minimal or no people to express their love in those last days. The LGBT person may think to themselves that what they are doing is a good thing. But what they are actually doing whether they think of it or not. Is witnessing the extinction of their family name and genetic line. This is worse than a person who just murders you and tries to escape. The Punisher in the movie is satan in our lives. Satan manipulates all of us for our total destruction and extinction. Those of have not the one true God will be influenced, controlled and manipulated by satan. To the point that satan will look through your eyes in the final moments of your parents death. just to witness the final extinction of your family name and  genetic lineage. This is what the end result is to be LGBT.
https://youtu.be/Et3eVcMdxBI
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As I've written about in prophecy. The LGBT will be victorious in all that they are to accomplish within this world. Until the coming of God. This is because of the do nothingness of all Christians. The LGBT will win. They will successfully criminalize all of Christianity. They will create a rightful tradition of abuse, torture and the murder of any Christian they see fit. All without any investigation, judgement or prison time. Of course it is not yet. But, it will be. Assuming that Christian on the whole do not put an absolute stop to the LGBT insanity or mental illness which will infect everyone. Mrs. Kim Davis is the first. Unless she does as ordered by the court and marries any and all LGBT persons. Then we all will know that God has been effectively removed from the Bible Belt. This is Prophecy.
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Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Dangerous Fear: Decided Decision: Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

There was a time in my life when I feared my dangerous adoptive mother and yet I desperately needed her love. I also had fear for everything and of everyone else. If I was hurt in any way. I would always respond in anger, violence and misdeeds against those persons. Then one day as I was being beaten. I decided to stop screaming and to stop my panic. This started my adoptive mother. She knew in that moment that I will never fear her again. I could never ever verbally explain it better than this. This is from Will Smith in After Earth.
My adoptive mother was the greatest monster in my life. Then after she died when I was 13 and in Foster Care. I became my own monster in my life. I guess I was just so conditioned. That I needed all of that violence, turmoil, panic, desperation, unnecessary risk, drama and all of those other things which just go along with all of that. It was all I knew. It was all I had. Then to give up all of that bad and sad. just left me in the quiet alone. Which just seemed more awful then the physical pains and traumas. I know I'm being vague. Do I really need to be specific here. If you were abused. Then you just know or have a very good idea. This is supposed to be about you as I have already conquered the bad and sad in my life. There was no one there even though I always expected someone to save me and then when a good person did come around. I bit their heads off (Symbolically). Really. That was smart of me (NOT). There is much hope for you. You are stronger than most as you have survived the worst that life can bring to you. Yes, you deeply feel those who you once knew. Who did not survive. Move forward and choose a better more gooder life. In their memory as well. All the way until you forget their names.
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Short version. 1:18. https://youtu.be/jgjibFrh0CE
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Not as short version: 4:13. https://youtu.be/bgAEHdKuR7Q
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 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/After_Earth
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How many times did she try to kill me? How many times did she knock me out? I am who I am today because of her. She forced me to either become strong or die. She forced me to choose between giving up or to never ever quit. Harsh? yes. Fair? no. Evil? Absolutely. The essence of all of the abuses and tortures is as I stand here alive or really sitting in a broken pink flowery girlie chair. Contemplating all of this. Not reminiscing in any of those terrible dark memories or reliving any of those depressing and hopeless emotions.  To me all of those memories have become just cold historical evidences of my former life. I am no longer who I was back then. In time you can say the same thing about yourself. Once you make that deep decision. Which changes everything that you are now.
I did make that decision. Even though I could not articulate very much back then and still not able to verbally speak those profound words any better than Will Smith in character.
From that very same action within my own mind. That place so deep where words just become inefficient.
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Decided Decision: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:
"I decided and from that very decision changed my base mental programming forever."
C.J.MacKechnie
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From that one decision. Led to others. No more mind altering anything. No alcohol. No drugs. Just No. All of that brutality, negativity, hate, anger, rejection I grew up with ends with me. Period.
I began searching for more lies and deceptions. Then I reject them all. In the same way I decided not to fear my adoptive mother any more.  I found the openly secret truth of racism and reject it.
I have never hit my children or my wife. This doesn't mean I wont lay several knots of understanding across your forehead if you act stupid in front of me. Please don't. I'm getting to old for that. Oh yea love and peace.
This is for you, The abused people. Find your own victory deep within your core being. Become your own hero and save yourself. Stop being the emotional and helpless victim. Become your own hero and save yourself. Hard words which are harsh. But, somehow and by someway your reading  my words. Nothing is working right and all of the answers are just to impossible for you. Of course they are impossible. That is because you have not acknowledged yourself. Your right to live. Your right to exist. Your right for all that you may want to BE possible. All I ever wanted was a family. Those unspoken words in which I shed many tears into the Gulf of Mexico on Clearwater Beach and Dunedin causeway. I knew I was worthless. I just knew it. I knew I was unwanted by everyone. I knew I had no hope. I knew everything was impossible for me. I knew I was dumb, stupid and retarded. I just knew it. I had no chance and zero opportunities. I knew i would be dead by the time I was 24. I just knew it. So why plan for anything.
Then I saw a poster of Mohamed Ali "I'M Possible". That sat in my mind for a long time. Before I could ever put it into action. I had to first Become my own hero and save myself and so should you. Can you see the difference? From impossible to I'm Possible.
So, what are you going to do now? You have been abused, maybe tortured. You may have been forgotten, rejected in every way. Your family members may have even tried to kill you. Maybe, your abuses that you had to endure were far greater than anything I ever had to endure and yet here you are.
I tell you the truth. You are far more powerful than anyone will ever give you credit for. You endured and survived. Make that decision to no longer be the forever helpless victim. Look into the future of your life and start taking those forward moving steps towards that finish line of your own design.
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Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:
Every success you achieve. Every single one.
Shall become your abusers badges of ultimate failures.
For their goal was to destroy you wholly.
Your light they could not extinguish.
They tried and failed.
You're already victorious.
C.J.MacKechnie
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