Port Richey Crab Shack: (Unedited): 13 March 2015:

This is going to be more for my family or for those who may be interested in what happens when I write.
First I get pressure in my head almost like a rope tied to the center of my brain. Pulling me towards an unknown place/person or even a known place/person.

Last Night I walked over to the Crab shack. They were crowded. So people were lacking in patience when waiting for their food. The band was awful but they had their personal fan club present to tell them how wonderful they were. A couple of the musicians were good and played clean. But, I was not there for the band or for the music.

I have always found going into populated places uncomfortable and overwhelming. I try to avoid them as there tends to be to much information coming in. Tonight was not any different. I did find a source of focus a few times. The water and the tree. The old television. The old television had much anger in the show.


The intoxicated lonely reliving her history in the music remembered.
The young couple on an undesired date. In which no connection being made.
The mature couple making their physical re-acquaintance to one another.
Friendly interactions all around. The celebration of some real estate victory.
Private people being together. Absorbing others enjoyment.
The impatient one who cannot wait for their food and cashes out.

The physical highlights.
Gentle breeze.
Crab Shack.
Leaves on the tiki floor.
Oak Tree

The non physical highlights.
 Letting go or freeing yourself of worries and troubles.
The beauty of it all.
Nervousness
Uncertainty.
Victory.
Courage.
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There are 5 quotes and their evolution can be seen.

1).

Letting go of your troubles and worries is just like a gentle Port Richey breeze at the Crab Shack. 

C.J.MacKechnie

2).

Freeing yourself of your troubles and worries is as easy as feeling the gentle Port Richey breeze at the secluded away Crab Shack in the beautiful Florida Evening.

C.J.MacKechnie

3).

Hidden away in the beautiful Florida evening. A gentle Port Richey breeze flows through the Crab Shack. Enabling you to free your troubles and worries. Letting those negative things to lay on the tiki floor with the other oak leaves.

C.J.MacKechnie

4).

Leaving all of your troubles and worries is as simple as a gentle Port Richey evening breeze at the Crab Shack.

C.J.MacKechnie

5).

Leaving all of your troubles and worries upon the oak leaf covered tiki hut floor is as simple as feeling the gentle Port Richey evening breeze at the hidden away Crab Shack.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Divergent Confluence: Many Confluence: (Unedited): 28 Feb 2015:

Achieved confluence of unity cannot be disrupted by any outside divergent source. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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An outside force which promises much in the way of worldly profits and comforts. Almost will always take away from the achieved confluence of that which has become naturally beautiful and sacred.
The outside source will always see emptiness and desolation. The outside source does not have to have any victorious conclusion to cause a divergence of the achieved confluence. Just the mere idea, the plans, and the promises of a better life for all. Which shall become a slavers life of minimum wages. While the true owners reap all of the benefits and profits. While sucking the life and sanctity out of all they invade like a virus.  
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Those who have achieved the confluence of unity. Must always be on guard and immediately deny all ideas and suggestions for any man made improvements to that which is already deemed spiritual and sacred. To even listen can cause contamination. To even consider can cause corruption. To even go through with those plans will separate you from that which is holy and wise.
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Are you searching for something worthwhile to save? Something pure, natural and spiritual? Well, Here you are. These people seem to be already in year 3+ of their battle. 

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http://savetheconfluence.com/
http://www.grandcanyontrust.org/
https://www.facebook.com/SavetheConfluence

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzY7OZDOnhziqabl11Pfr3g
http://youtu.be/cRP8WKcb9uE
http://youtu.be/e2UeZgQm3AQ
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News.

http://news.yahoo.com/navajo-nation-eyes-grand-canyon-development-170019476.html
http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2014/04/04/raging-rivers-navajo-nation-council-vote-grand-canyon-escalade-project-154321
http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2014/07/17/controversial-grand-canyon-gondola-grounded-year-155911
http://www.upworthy.com/its-the-8th-wonder-of-the-world-and-a-sacred-place-but-they-want-a-hotel?c=ufb1
http://www.nbcnews.com/nightly-news/grand-canyon-development-plan-sparks-dispute-among-navajo-n302521
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2014/08/140814-grand-canyon-national-park-threats-developments/
http://azdailysun.com/news/local/controversy-at-the-confluence/article_31377a0e-3955-11e3-bdd8-0019bb2963f4.html
http://www.dailyfinance.com/2014/09/22/grand-canyon-development-plan-stirs-deep-controversy/
http://www.nytimes.com/2014/12/04/us/where-2-rivers-meet-visions-for-grand-canyon-clash.html
https://roadtrippers.com/blog/worst-idea-ever-theres-a-proposal-to-build-a-massive-shopping-mall-in-the-grand-canyon
http://www.americanrivers.org/blog/grand-canyon-under-siege/
http://www.bbc.com/news/blogs-echochambers-28204598
http://www.npr.org/2014/08/04/337144825/proposed-gondola-for-grand-canyons-rim-has-community-on-edge
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Petitions.

https://www.change.org/p/navajo-nation-president-ben-shelly-stop-plans-to-develop-the-grand-canyon
https://www.change.org/p/confluence-partners-whitmer-hale-gamble-friends-stop-the-east-grand-canyon-resort-project-respect-our-sacred-sites
https://www.change.org/p/confluence-partners-whitmer-hale-gamble-friends-stop-the-east-grand-canyon-resort-project-respect-our-sacred-sites/u/2384595
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Grand Canyon Escalade Confluence Partners LLC.
http://grandcanyonescalade.com/confluence-partners-llc/
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added on 05 March 2015: Foreign ownership with zero regard for history, traditions or for the identity of holy sites. It is only about money. PERIOD.
http://www.gruppostilousa.it/
http://www.gruppostilousa.it/MISSION.html
http://www.gruppostilousa.it/UNITED_STATES.html
http://www.latimes.com/nation/la-na-grand-canyon-20140706-story.html#page=1
http://www.nytimes.com/2012/02/18/us/grand-canyon-town-in-arizona-weighs-huge-development.html?pagewanted=all
http://knau.org/post/tusayan-receives-20-acres-land-part-development-deal
http://policydevelopmentgroup.com/portfolio-view/tusayan/
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Make a donation to Save the Confluence.

http://savetheconfluence.com/donate-now/
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Make a donation to the Grand Canyon Trust.

https://grandcanyontrust.secure.nonprofitsoapbox.com/donate
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Added on 09 March 2015: Just found this. Probably of no relation to the confluence dispute.
http://www.confluenceproject.org/
http://www.confluenceproject.org/about/
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Added on 10 March 2015:Seems to be directly related to grandcanyontrust.org.
http://grandcanyontrust.nonprofitsoapbox.com/escalade
http://www.grandcanyontrust.org/grand-canyon-trust-staff
http://www.grandcanyontrust.org/newsroom
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Added on 11 March 2015 : Important timely news about politics of tribal nations.
Information on whom to comment to. This info is sourced from Save the Confluence. I do not know the accuracy of any information. So please be nice, respectful and polite.
https://www.facebook.com/SavetheConfluence?fref=nf
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Ya'ah'teeh (Hello) Everyone,
We hear that the Navajo Nation Council is waiting for a number to be placed on the proposed Grand Canyon Escalade bill. When the bill gets a number, there will be a five-day comment time.
Navajo Nation President Ben Shelly and his chief of staff Deswood Tome, are fast-tracking the bill because of the upcoming president's election. The bill is an agreement about an idea for a project, which lacks funding and investors.
In addition, many local families, including grazing permit holders, have not been given proper notice and or have not signed off to give authorization to this project. The bill also ignores federal and tribal laws required of the project. This includes whether a mall, a tram is appropriate for the environment.
We ask for your help. Thank you!
Please contact your council delegate and recommend the council postpone the decision about the project until after the elections.
Council Delegate Contact List:
Lorenzo Bate lbates@navajo-nsn.gov 480-280-1423
Kee Allen Begay Jr. keeallenbegayjr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-6345
Mel R. Begay melrbegay@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-5366
Norman M. Begay nmbegay@navajo-nsn.gov 928-286-7335
Nelson BeGaye nelsonbegaye@navajo-nsn.gov 602-317-9732
Benjamin Bennett bbennett@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2761
Nathaniel Brown nbrown@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2273
Tom Chee tchee@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2756
Amber Crotty acrotty@navajo-nsn.gov 928-286-7968
Seth Damon sdamon@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-0284
Davis Filfred davisfilfred@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-0425
Jonathan Hale jonathanhale@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-6057
Lee Jack, Sr. leejacksr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-1674
Jonathan Nez jonathannez@navajo-nsn.gov 928-277-6291
Jonathan Perry jperry@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2031
Leonard Pete leonardpete@navajo-nsn.gov 505-488-3834
Walter Phelps walterphelps@navajo-nsn.gov 505-906-1721
Alton Joe Shepherd ajsheperd@navajo-nsn.gov 505-906-1613
Tuchoney Slim, Jr. tslimjr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2246
Raymond Smith, Jr. rsmithjr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-286-7325
Otto Tso otso@navajo-nsn.gov 928-255-2912
Leonard Tsosie leonardtsosie@navajo-nsn.gov 928-814-7283
Dwight Witherspoon dwitherspoon@navajo-nsn.gov 505-906-1520
Edmund Yazzie edmundyazzie@navajo-nsn.gov 928-679-5398
Office of Legislative Services
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Added on 16 March 2015: About Life:
http://jetsonorama.net/
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“The best way to take control over a people and control them utterly is to take a little of their freedom at a time, to erode rights by a thousand tiny and almost imperceptible reductions. In this way, the people will not see those rights and freedoms being removed until past the point at which these changes cannot be reversed.”
― Adolf Hitler
From the wisdom of evil people. It is easy to see their plans and their patience. 
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If this project begins to falter and it may. There will be a call for an expansion for a Casino. Surely this will ensure the success and profitability of the project.
If this project becomes very lucrative, successful and populated. There will be a call for expansion  for the benefit of all of the people. Thus a casino will rise up out of the sacred ground. Guaranteeing the loss of the historical and ancestral spiritual connectedness.
Either way a win-win for the Grand canyon Escalade Confluence Partners LLC.
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As of right now. I do see more than one gondola ride. Does this mean the entire project will go through an ever lasting expansion phase? A city will rise from this. An Airport.
As of right now. There is not enough support to stop this project. The Grand Canyon Escalade Confluence Partners LLC. will win and will move forward. Unless, there is much support from all peoples, not just those from the Tribal community.
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Many Confluence: (Unedited): 28 Feb 2015:

From the confluence of the two rivers. Which is made up of the confluence of many more waters. The racism which envelopes the tribal peoples must be abated.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Humanity was once a singular source and then became many. With deep understanding of those ancient wisdom's. Humanity can once again become a confluence of many into oneness.  The tribes and clans of mankind becoming as it once was - One humanity.
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Added on 24 March 2015: Spiritual Connections.
Have you ever thought about how your ancient tribe or clan becomes forgotten? It is very easy and does require only a few generations. Which in the grand scheme of the totality of time. Is barely a quick blink. The importance of your families history is a crucial key to gaining wisdom and understanding which is beyond just knowing knowledge. Knowledge can lead to wisdom and wisdom to understanding. When ancient historical knowledge is something which is tangible not only to the physical senses but to those senses which are beyond the physical. The aha of wisdom and the amazing emotion of understanding is brightly gleaned. This is why ancient lands are crucial in the protection of any tribes/clans history. All of the lands upon this Earth, above and below the waters are sacred.  This sacredness and respect of it all is necessary for all of our starting points in life. You do have to know where you have begun in order to begin and continue your journey of free choice.
This is what is going to happen. Just as what is happening with those wealthy Native American tribes. Everyone knows they are Indians or the politically correct term of native Americans. In which neither description is a true description. That is all the people know. Maybe, they will know they are Seminoles of Florida. Then that may be the extent of that knowledge.
As each of those Native American tribes begin to chase the wealth of the world. They each will forget themselves in the hopes of bringing opportunities and jobs to their people. Which will of course happen but at the cost of self identity and a fracturing of their spiritual connectedness.
That is the cost. Your self identity, your tribes identity and the continued fracturing of your spiritual connectedness.
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Free Flight journey: (Unedited): 18 Dec 2014:

The beautiful butterfly must emerge unaided out of it's own self created darkness. Just to discover their journey of free flight. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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A basic truth. We are all of our own isolated minds and bodies. We do not share each others actual minds and or bodies. Except in extreme situations. Which I shall not go into. Basically, we each are alone within our own skull. Spiritually we are also isolated from one to another. This is a basic truth.
So when you free your own mind from the continual entrap-ping's of the world systems. It is you who must discover your own journey into the new found freedom of flight. It is the same for spiritual freedom as well as physical freedom. The butterfly must must exert force in order to free itself from it's own self created chrysalis. This is crucially important and is beyond my understanding.
Helping a person is not doing for them. To do for them causes much unseen harm. Even is much gratitude is expressed and happy freedom is greatly felt. It is the same with the butterfly. If you cut it free from it's chrysalis. The butterfly will never fly and will die. It is the same with those who are on their own isolated journey in this life. Through our encounters we can learn from one another we can advise one another and we can express what we did wrong. But, we cannot journey to elsewhere in your shoes. We cannot learn what it is is essential for you to learn in this very life journey. Walk your walk in the shoes of your own creation. Fly into the winds with the wings you grew yourself. See and witness a new kind of perception from the greatest of heights. For it is only your journey to make by the freedom of your choice. So choose your direction and go. Where ever you may journey to. There will be other like souls which have journeyed in a similar manor as you. Even for a short while or even through the completion of this life. Journey well beautiful butterfly. Go in peace and love.

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Beautiful Emergence: (unedited): 18 Dec 2014:

Those persons who become entrapped by their own self conceived anxiety may never emerge from their darkened chrysalis as a beautiful butterfly. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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It seems to be easy for us human beings to become anxious over many many things.
The psychology of being cared of everything, any thing or many things. seem to be common amongst people. Everyday, I meet people who are scared of something or many somethings.
I met a young woman who actually turns her back to the world and resides within her own self created fantasies. To the degree that if she forgets to eat or drink it is just not a valid concern. Well, you can see where this can lead to. So, if someone who notices that she isn't eating or drinking and goes and gets it for her. She becomes offended but she still eats and drinks what is in front of her.
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Personal:
I myself still get very anxious if anyone pays any attention to me.  I do not even desire any sort of accolades of any sort. I still do not have birthdays or celebrate them. Just the fact that people would all of a sudden pay attention to me is just to overwhelming for me. There is a story behind it and much psychological conditioning as well. I'm pretty much over it, I think. But, I have conditioned those around me to not to celebrate my day of birth and I've said nothing about it. Which is also a possible sign that I still do not desire the attention. But, I can go to any other sort of party and it won't bother me. So as long as I'm useful or along the perimeter. I think a big part of that is being a very sensitive empath. If to many people are focused upon me. Then it's like sitting directly in front of very large concert speakers at a high volume.

Physical contact used to be a very real cause of anxiety for a number of reasons. Physical control which equates to eminent physical danger. This is directly related to my adoptive mother who beat me on a regular basis. The arm grab. Which led to the beatings if I could not escape. Did she already have a belt or not? A belt meant a long time. The hand on the head meant knocked out quick. If she was indecisive, then escape was possible.
Physical contact is also difficult for me in another way. The wind is the wind of oneness to the normal person. When the wind blows upon you, you feel one wind. When the wind blows upon my skin. I feel every single hair follicle reacting to the wind or even the temperature differences of sun light and shadow. So one grab on the arm was essentially a thousand grabs all at once. Loose clothing feels traumatic to me.

Sounds have also caused me anxiety. For in a room full of people. I could hear many different conversations at once and keep up with them. I could also feel many more emotions. A walk in the mall can cause me more anxiety then lets say a college game with 80,000 people. The 80,000 people are typically of one mind and emotion. The people in the mall can have a variety of mindsets and emotions. So crowds are not something i prefer encounter. Though now I am better at it and can adapt to crowds much better now. Which is based solely on the awareness and development of my gifts. Many young people have gifts and know not they have them. Which becomes curses to them.
I also had a gift for music. To the degree that I could hear in between the notes and individual instruments. Which was never realized.

I had much anxiety as a child. Being very small. I tended to stay away from any person or groups.

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Each of us is a beautiful butterfly. Even before we enter into the Chrysalis as a fat caterpillar. That which becomes beautiful must have already been beautiful to begin with. That which is ugly in mind, in heart and in spirit. May in fact be physically beautiful. But, this will only happen for a short while. Until the ugly mind, ugly heart and ugly spirit completes the transformation into total ugliness. So always be on your guard and reject anything which is ugly while accepting all that is beautiful. You will surely become what you take into you.

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Busy Trinkets: (Unedited): 19 Oct 2014:

Adorning your being with blingful trinkets and clothing. Makes you just busy to look upon. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Beauty is not something which is elusive to find, maintain or keep. Adding shiny trinkets or wearing high dollar clothing will not make you more beautiful and noticeable.
Even stressing about all of the methods of obtaining beauty via surgeries or deadly chemicals. Won't last long and may even cause you to look freakish.
There is a way to become an everlasting beauty. It is from deep within you. That part of you in which may be impossible for you to believe in.
The true source of beauty is from within your own spirit being. This is the true you. By becoming holy and righteous. Your connections to the divine becomes real and solid. You begin the march towards a younger looking you.
The second level of beauty is from within your own mindset. By changing the way you think, by accepting only those thoughts and beliefs which are pure and based in divine purity. To become mentally sinless.
The third level of beauty is of the physical level. By eating healthy. Exercising on a regular basis. By staying away from unhealthy and physically sinful habits. By avoiding any mind altering substances. By avoiding unhealthy foods and drinks.
The forth and most important level. By understanding the previous three levels and then accepting them all as the right way. Without any fears or expectations you begin the pure righteous path towards beauty. Not because you have to but because it is right and true. You will soon discover that becoming beautiful is not something which is important any longer to your true self.
Yet after the years and decades go by. All who look upon you. Will know you are a special kind of beautiful. They may not even understand why but they will know. Even when you are 77 years old.

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World Made: Peaceful Revenge: Beautiful Vacations: Beautiful Creation: (Unedited):01 Oct 2014:

A beautiful world is made ugly by your obscene thoughts and actions. 

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First you must ask yourself what does make a beautiful world? Love, Peace, Harmony and Life. You cannot just kill life because you perceive it as an accident or inconvenient. This is ugly and evil.
You cannot have peace without love, without harmony and without life. Though those who are the most evil will surely live in peace while hating you and killing you. If you kill all of your enemies. Then peace will result. This kind of thinking is very sick and very twisted. Yet, billions of people believe this lie and deception.
Those who create conflict, battles and wars are against peace. You cannot have peace by eliminating your enemies capability to make war. All you have done is delayed the next series of battles and conflicts. The same goes with peace treaties. If you still hate them or they still hate you. Then there is only peace via convenience and war will  begin again when another leader is raised up who believes they can defeat you.

Peaceful Revenge: (Unedited): 02 Oct 2014:

Those who seek revenge may appear to be at peace before they take those actions based on their detailed plans.

C.J.MacKechnie

Love is the most important emotional outpouring of the soul who is at genuine peace, who lives in real harmony and who celebrates all life. Without love you must journey into other peoples worlds to experience their beauty. Without love you must journey into other lands on vacations to witness their beauty. Without love your own world as you perceive it is grey and black.

 Beautiful Vacations: (Unedited): 02 Oct 2014:

By going on these vacations to those beautiful places. Search not for their beauty but rather seek for the love which resulted in their beauty.

C.J.MacKechnie

Beautiful Creation: (Unedited): 01 Oct 2014:

Even though your world is lesser than all of the other heavens created by God. It is still very beautiful. 

C.J.MacKechnie

 The perceptions of your own mind can deceive you. Such as people from somewhere else may come to your locality to experience it's defined natural beauties or architectural wonders. They may even see and experience all of the love which surrounds those very same things which are truly beautiful. You can reside in close proximity to pristine beaches and yet see no beauty anywhere. It is not that where you reside is not beautiful. It is the absence of love within your own heart. Without love. A sunset or sunrise is just another event which either ends a miserable day or begins one. Without love the sunrises and sunsets all become one and the same. If you have seen one then you have seen them all. I tell you the truth, with love in your own heart every sunrise becomes a joy as a new beginning of beautiful expression happens. Every sunset becomes those moments of expressing loving gratitude. Every sunset and sunrise is different. I have seen them all over this land and they are all beautifully different. So if the sunrises and sunsets are all beautifully different. Then what makes them ugly or unimportant? The answer is "YOU". It is you and your own false perceptions of the world in which you reside in. That makes them ugly.

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There you have them. Four for the price of one. Have a good and beautiful day everyone. 

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Residual Beauty: Ugliness Kills: (unedited): 08 Aug 2014:

The residual beauty of any person can be seen in the wrongful historical decisions of their lives. 

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 Ugliness in any form kills all that which is beautiful. C.J.MacKechnie

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Life can be very difficult and can become nearly unbearable with the wrong life choices made in your history.  Such as being very intelligent and not becoming educated. Falling victim to social and cultural lies and deceptions. Having a history of drug, tobacco and alcohol use all of which can lead to other problems in later life. Later life meaning anywhere from a few years to a few decades.
The residual beauty of any person can be seen as a shell of their former selves. The ugliness of their chosen life becomes the disease of their current ugly state.
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If you only see the physical oldness, the scars of old accidents and/or the effects of medical conditions. Then it is you who are blind and cannot see the truth of real things.
This is the same as the incredibility beautiful person of their physical form will see the aging of their body as something which needs to be affected with many diets, pills and surgeries. The effects may be delayed but age continues its march forward until death comes. Physical beauty only lasts a short while.
True and real beauty becomes ageless when the human being operates their life from a spirit centered mindset. This is truth. Remaining natural and maintaining all of your perceived choices in life as naturally based. Even those choices which seem like freedoms and fun. Made out to be right for you. A wrong, a sin, a misdeed, unrighteousness all defined by the old Holy texts is and will still be valid, no matter how modern any society becomes. Any society no matter what level they have attained which embraces the lies and deceptions, which is deemed rightful and lawful and yet contradicts the ancient Holy texts is on it's way to extinction. Ugliness in any form kills all that which is beautiful
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I've seen and witnessed great beauty within people who are physically deformed and physically weakened through the effects of medical ailments and accidents. These people tend to be just amazing and incredible. If you are able to see their true nature. A persons true nature is never of the physicality of this life. True beauty is always expressed from the spirit into the mind and throughout the power points of the physical human form.
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Faith Within: (Unedited): 25 May 2014:

Learning to logically argue/debate your belief system is not the same as living in your faith.

C.J.MacKechnie

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By living in your faith. You do not need to effectively argue/debate why you believe as you do. Everyone can see your faith.

C.J.MacKechnie

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If the primary teachings of your faith is love, then love one another.
                                                            is peace, then be in peace with everyone.
                                                            is harmony, then be in harmony with all things.
By doing the very basic edicts of your faith daily. You will discover that you will never need to argue for your faith. Everyone will see your faith within you. Everyone will know just how beautiful life is just from your outward expressions. This is the beginning of transcending religion and becoming holy. As defined by God and not by men.
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In-spite Of: (Unedited): 31 March 2014:

In-spite of all of your pains and torments. Actively, seek out all that is beautiful. Because, all that is beautiful, is as it is, In-spite of all of your pains and torments. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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It is very easy for those who have become depressed or have been depressed for some time. To remain in those dark secluded places or to either seek out those dark secluded places. By remaining or or going into those dark secluded places. You merely reinforce those false notions that you are truly alone and that the whole of the world is a very ugly and dangerous place. It is your own false fears which causes you to seek out the dark solitude. 

The truth is, The birds shall sing. The sun shall shine, The moon shall reflect it's beauty within the beautiful heavenly stars. The oceans shall crash along the shores. Children will scream, laugh and run around the playground. Lovers shall hold hands and steal away their kisses. Games will be played on their fields of green. All of this shall happen in-spite of your own perceived self misery, pains, torments, injustice, unfairness. You have to actively free yourself from those forms of bondage. No one is going to free you. Especially, when it is you who have freely decided to remain in bondage.

Become an inspiration of those around you. Over come and over power all that which pains you. Actively achieve everything which is beyond you today. Even if victory always seems to elude you. You will become the inspiration in which many others will find their own victory through their witness of your daily routine. 

Even if all you can do is hold down a job. Then go to it, always be present and on-time.

For it was you who has inspired this write.

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Unclean Beauty: Beauty Gift: (Unedited): 17 March 2014:

From a distance a beautiful woman and a handsome man are exactly as they appear to be. That is until they each come closer and you begin to discover the unclean ugliness within. 

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Think about this. How many times have you seen that beautiful woman or handsome man and only discover how terrible of a person they are. Such as most of those Hollywood types.
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Beauty Gift: 18 March 2014:

A person may have the genetic gift to be physically beautiful. But, poor lifestyle choices, ugly attitudes and bad behaviors will shorten the gift of physical beauty. 

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Beauty Maintained: (Unedited): 03 Nov 2013:

The beautiful person who refuses to give any intention or attention to those ugly things maintains their beauty. While the beautiful person who kills and murders those ugly things becomes them all. 

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Recognized Beauty: (Unedited): 08 Oct 2013:

The beauty seen with your own eyes. 

The beauty heard with your own ears. 

The beauty you perceive. 

Is all recognized as such by your own beautiful heart. 

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 Exercise of your heart is necessary to condition it to witness the beauty which surrounds you always. Always, Know that your ears always hear and your eyes always sees. So, if you do not see the beauty which always surrounds you. Your heart is ailing and sick. Begin to pray and meditate. Begin to expel apathy from your heart and mind. Begin to care for things outside of you and begin to see the flowering weed for the enduring strength of beauty that it truly is.
Know that everyone may have tried to extinguish your beauty from this existence. Always, know your beauty is not dead and gone. It is merely hiding awaiting for you to become a rekindled phoenix. A true fiery flower of UN-extinguishable beauty. Be bold and brave beautiful soul.
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Walking Already: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2013:

You are already walking the path in your own Journey. It is only for you to question and answer, whether or not you truly want to be on that path. 

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What path is it you journey upon? Is it among the dead and dried up thistles which continually bite into your skin? Is it in the beautiful darkness of the Earth where you can see the whole light of the glorious universe? Is it on a beautiful beach under a perfect blue sky? In a field of beautiful green and golden grasses with a gentle breeze? Are you walking the dark and dank gutter path with all of the associated smells and red lights?
It is for you to always question and seek the answers of your spirit, mind and heart. It is for you, if you will it to learn the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of the the path you have chosen to walk upon.
Do reach out and assist others with your own developed love and compassion for your human brother and sister. (Encouragement). Continue to Reach out to those who are willing to reach back to you.
Do seek out communication with others to learn the truths they have learned from their own path. 
Do not walk upon your path like an empty sea shell, only listening to the empty echoes of the past.
Do not walk your path under the control or advisement of another walker who seems to be successful in all things.
Do not hurry on your path, just because others are racing by you. Take the time to take-in the beautiful wisdom which surrounds you, even if your own path has much trials and tribulations.
Do not walk on another persons path with them on your back.
If you do not like the journey you are on or the path in which you walk upon. Then side step onto another path. This can be possible if your journey is on the path of self destruction. Just because you leave the path of self destruction, does not mean you will leave any of that information or developed disability behind.

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Outspoken Beauty: (Unedited): 13 May 2013:

Your intelligence, Talent and skill is far more important than any others outspoken opinion for or against your beauty. C.J.MacKechnie

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When you successfully combine your intelligence, talent and skill into something which is beautiful. Do not diminish this gift to others who witness your outpouring with those who ridicule you with negative words on your appearance, clothing or any other superficial comments. Their frivolous words is evidence of their ignorance, closed mindedness and cruelty.
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Nothing Learned:(Unedited): 04 May 2013:

An egotistical and prideful mind. Learns nothing from anyone or anywhere. C.J.MacKechnie

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Pride is the hardness which makes steel brittle. A prideful man/person will always appear to be strong, just as any beautifully blade made of the strongest of steels. Both of them relish in their inherent beauty and suffer in there yet to be discovered brittleness.
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Unfit Blessing:(Unedited): 29 April 2013:

The parent who believes their child is that inconvenient thing, which they have to drag around. Is unfit for the blessing they know not they have received. 
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For some, Life seems to have dragged down the young parent into a sense of drudgery and despair. All of this despite of living in a beautiful city like Clearwater Florida. These parents seem not to be even aware of the negativity and hopelessness of life they teach through their action to their own children. They are also not even aware of the perpetual beauty that exists all around them.
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Now matter how miserable and sad your life may be. All of the beauty of the entire universe is continually existing in a constant state of awesomeness, even right now. All you have to do is just look outside of yourself and into the world you reside in.
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People pay thousands of dollars just to travel to Clearwater Beach, Florida and see the sunsets. All of these seemingly happy people are content with the very unique sunset they will see on a day of their choosing. That sunset will never be exactly the same ever again.
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Beauty always exists even when your not feeling beautiful.
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Life may not be exactly what you want it to be. It is usually like that for everyone to a certain degree. If you begin to see right now the misery, sadness, drudgery, despair that you are teaching through your words and actions. You are raising your children to be like you. An uncivilized animal trapped in an undesirable life. You can change and alter your children's life today. Simply by just identifying the beautiful world around them and the undesirable. You have the power to encourage your children not to repeat the sad woes of your own life. Encourage and push your children to escape from the gnawing teeth of cultures lies and deceptions. Teach your children anything positive and teach your children that everything positive is possible. By doing these things, you cease being an unfit parent and become that strong hurricane force of nature which moves your children into a better life. Which you may not had the opportunity to have.
Think about it.
Think about the hurricane.
If you keep your children within your eye. They will always be safe from harm. Then when your children become of age. They will see the best and safest way to out of the calm eye of you. Out of the darkness and into the horizon. The young adult child of yours sees only storm clouds. In every direction. Then when they look up and see the beauty in the center of their stillness. The wise adult child will see the best path is up and out. For many who have not been taught that everything is possible. Will not see their freedom in the stars of the heavens. If you begin to teach your children right now the positive things in life are possible. They will see the truth in your words. Even though those positive things may not be a current opportunity for you right now. They will see that your positive opportunity will be in the witnessing of the children you have raised. You are the sole positive force for your children to live a life worth living. They do not have to be trapped in misery like you are now. Push them up and out. Become the wind upon their wings which gives your children flight of true freedom.
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Butterfly light: (unedited): 20 July 2010:

Becoming a beautifully transformed butterfly. Does require you to be surrounded by darkness for a time. While the light within you begins to grow stronger. Until, the darkness can no longer contain you.

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Darkness can only contain the weakness which is within you. When you choose to leave behind those weak parts of your being and choose to embrace something as new and odd as wings. Fly you will into the heavens when the darkness can no longer hold the light within you hostage.
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Cleansing Rain: (Unedited): 16 June 2010:

Even under the clouds and in the rain, one can still experience a peaceful cleansing.
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Do not fear the gentle rain showers in life.  Fleeing from the cleanliness to come after a rain shower. Will prevent you from experiencing the freshness to come into you with every inhaled breath. 
Do not deny yourself a wonderful pleasure of feeling a beautiful rain shower. You have work hard. You have become sweaty and dirty. Allow the natural rain shower to clean you all the way into the depths of your soul.
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Breaking Yourself: (Unedited): 28 May 2010:

Breaking free. Breaking out. Breaking under the weight of lies illusions that once governed you. Enslaved and imprisoned by the heavy burden that once threatened to break you. Standing firm. Standing strong. Victorious from winning the war over yourself. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Lies, lies and more lies. Believed as truths told to you and expected from you by those who were supposed to love, comfort and protect you.  Yet, Here you are today. You remain a broken person. Your free of all of those abuses and tortures you have endured. Today and right now begins the discovery of who you are supposed to be. Do not fear this now. Today can begin your search for your true identity. Just like that show "Diggers". Those incredible things of value which will define your true identity is all buried beneath the dirt and filth of the lies told to you. Some of the valuable gems which are buried are forgotten. But, most of of those valuable gems need to be re-discovered by you and all of them will fill in those empty spaces of your true nature. Just like a missing puzzle piece which finally reveals a new thing about you.
Getting to those places may be hazardous for you and you may have to relive some old memories. Just keep digging carefully. Walk down those dangerous crevices with care. Seek and search for the beautiful contents of your soul. It's worth it and you are worth it. Your beautiful and always have been. Despite the ugliness of the life you have had up until right now. Go and find your beauty with as much zeal as those digger guys.

http://channel.nationalgeographic.com/channel/diggers/
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Formerly Titled "Breaking".
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Partial Inspiration is from Mercy me "Beautiful"
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Original content titled "Breaking"
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Find Neither: (Unedited): 20 Jan 2013:

The troubled mind and worried heart. Will find neither easement or healing in bad news or sad events.
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A troubled mind, a worried heart, a tormented spirit, a disabled body. Calm, Peace, Humor. Good things happening. A good day. The witnessing of somethings beautiful and wonderful. Learning new wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Love experienced and known. Harmony felt. A combination of all of the above.

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You who are troubled of mind. Fight to think about those good and wonderful things.
You who are of a worried heart. Fight to feel those good wonderful things which happen daily.
You who are of a tormented spirit. Seek out and cry out for God. Do so always.