Mental Train Wreck: (Unedited): 04 March 2015:

Any person who has created for themselves many identities or avatars. Is just a mental train wreck.

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How many identities or avatars do you have? Is there even a difference psychologically to your well being? Is it confusing in the beginning or do you think you can manage all of your different identities and avatars? Will you in the end lose your own self identity?
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I know of people who have a personal identity that they have away from family. They even have that identity in which they show only to family. They have their professional identity. They have their religious identity. Then they also have many avatar identities on the internet social websites. All of these different identities can have vastly different psychological traits.
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What is true? Is that you have only one identity. It is who you are and what you are. All of the good, the bad and the ugly. All of the decisions you have ever made. The right , the wrong and the indifferent.
Now in this modern age. We can be anyone at any time. With little or no judgement against you. If you get caught just lie and lie and lie.
The warning signs never seem to come in regards to who you are or what you are becoming. You internally begin to think you are all of these creations of yours. Thus, losing the truth of what you once were and even forgetting over time. Any lie and deception always mask the truth in the end. All of your deceptions and lies will end time murder the good person you once were. If you were every really a good person. That's pretty hard to swallow.
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Tested Faith Journey: (Unedited): 24 Jan 2015:

Faith is always tested in your uncertainty as you continue forward on your journey.

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Faith is like honor or your reputation. They can not be made until you act in their regard. You cannot have honor until you act honorably and have a history of honorable actions. Your reputation is always being made whether you want it to or not. So your reputation will either be good, bad or questionable. So your faith grows as you walk forth on an uncertain journey in which the out come is clouded from your logical reason.
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Building meaningful honor and a noble reputation takes an entire lifetime. You can lose it all in just one moment of time.
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This journey that you are on in this life of yours. You really need to ascertain all of the qualities of those lessons you are learning and living. This is very important, to judge your own life. What is it that you are doing? Is it worthwhile? Is it meaningful? Is it important in the grand scheme of things? Does it positively enhance your reputation? Does it solidify your honor? Are you sober? Do you have a sober history? Have your decisions been made based in righteous reason? 
Questioning your own life then effecting those very necessary changes to become a better human being. Isn't that what everyone wants to be or to become? A better human being.
I do find it interesting how everyone seems to want the world to change for the better. But, the vast majority of the world doesn't want to even change their core being. People do not want change or even to change themselves.
No one seems to understand that how you live your life and how responsible you are for your own life. Is absolutely manifested into the very personal world you live in. You life and how you live will translate into your families world and into your friends world. Which translate into their families world and into their other friends world. Thus eventually affecting or infecting the whole of the world. This is exactly how one person changes everything. Like Jesus Christ, Nelson Mandela, Dr. Martin Luther King, Mahatma Ghandi, Mother Teresa. Be that soul change for yourself. Which may manifest soul change in your family, your friends, your world and in the whole of the Earth. You can and you can be.
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Foreboding Foretold: Freedom Died: (Unedited): 25 Oct 2014:

The foreboding dark prophecies comes quickly. To fast for all of the bad and sad prophecies come. For anyone to even remember that all that is coming was ever foretold. C.J.MacKechnie

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All you had to do was love one another.

All you had to do was live in peace.

All you had to do was exist in harmony.

All you had to do was respect all life.

Humanity has failed.

 Now all will be lost just as those fallen angels have lost everything. Even today those angels know not their lack of free will. Their inability to repent or to even change their ways. So to will those who embrace the insanity of total freedom to sin.
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Today, as of right now I do not want any more to do with prophecy. Of course I say that knowing full well that if God say otherwise, i shall comply.
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The current new realizations in which I'm still trying to wrap my head around. Is how the media is used to create demonic messages from ancient gods of old. After all even the Bible says satan is in charge of this earth. Jesus, did not even argue the point of who is in charge. As to why? I may not be smart enough for that level of wisdom.
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The fallen angels are in control of the world system. They are the creators and manipulators of it all. They control every aspect of worldly life. Which includes religions, cultures, societies, organizations, corporations, clubs and etc. They all have one singular thing in common. They exclude everyone who is not alike. Thus adding another level of human separation to all of humanity. By continually dividing the numbers of humanity. All of humanity can be more easily managed/controlled. Even to the point where a very small minority can overtake the majority in their right to practice freedom to sin.
The majority of good and reasonable people are naively trusting in the world system that their very religion warns them about.

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A few of the very gods of old has returned and they freely name themselves. In due time the rest of those who enslaved humanity long ago shall once again identify themselves and exert their public authority over humanity.

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Soon very soon. The whole of the world will see the failure of Christianity and Islam. i can be killed for saying this  and in another time i would have been. Maybe shall be still.
The religion of love and righteousness becomes a lie in the name of God.
The religion of Peace and Holiness becomes a lie in the Name of Allah.
What shall come of the religion of harmony and wisdom? Shall they accept as a right the freedom to sin as each individual person desires? If they do, then they to shall be known as liars and deceivers.

The falling away shall be in totality as the unnatural darkness which shall befall the Earth is from invited agreements. These luminaries shall only be lighted by the holy and righteous souls in which they consume. For their is no light within them save for those which are consumed.
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The USA and other countries shall fall hard. Weapons systems shall fall into the hands of those who desperately thirst for revenge which may not be of their own experience.
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Freedom Died: Unedited): 25 Oct 2014:

There shall be no law, no justice, as righteousness has already died in the land of the free. 

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Added on 27 Oct 2014:
Studying, prayer, meditation and contemplation. I have done and continue to do.
What is baffling me is how God can imprison those fallen angels upon the planet in which his creation resides. Then allow another 200 fallen angels to also come here in humanities ancient. Then allow those very same fallen angels to enslave humanity and to contaminate our being. Even if it is just by simple observation. Which it was not by simple observation. Humanities genetic may be so contaminated that the purification process is mandatory and that the remnant to be save as has been prophesied may only be in genetic material. You have to define the word remnant and then who defines how the word is actually used? Then try to understand how the remnant is to be decided.
I do not know where it is. but, in the Bible if i remember correctly, The saved select will receive new bodies. What does that mean and what could it mean? Will the selected spirits be saved while only genetic material is to be gathered?
Note: Just tried to quickly look for the new body prophecy. i was unable to find it.
So, what hope is there for the living? Not very much at all. Only God knows for certain. The hope is in our individual spiritual survival. It may go well for those who live under spiritual control? then this leads to the question. Which spiritual control? Those who are controlled physically are completely back words. If this is confusing let me explain more
Typically, it is supposed to work this way. The spirit is in control of the mind. The logical side of the mind leads the emotional side of the mind. The mind controls the physical body. While in agreement the spirit, mind and body chooses to be holy and righteous as defined by God.
In the modern world which was most likely created by the 200 fallen angels and who will influence humanity to free the imprisoned and bound fallen angels, deep within the Earth, most likely unknowingly. Humanity seems to operate backwards. The physical body is dominant over the mind. The emotions lead the logical side of the mind and the spiritual being which is our true selves isn't even believe in or if it is, it's not even relevant.
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I don't think anyone knows just how bad it is gonna get before final human extinction. This is what is very heavy on me right now. That our survival is and may only be in our spiritual being. Which is our true selves. The rapture may only be for our spiritual selves.
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Earth Dream: (Unedited): 19 Aug 2014:

If the Earth had a bad dream. Would it be us? 

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Just think about this for a moment. There are ancient unaccepted religious texts that say the Earth, waters and our star pray to God and tells Him what we are doing and have done. And God answers them all back.  So, why not dream.

How can we each cause our Earth to have good dreams? If that is even possible. 
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Spiritual Compass: (Unedited): 22 June 2014:

The kind of spiritual awakening you welcome will be defined by your own internal sense of righteousness and how you live your life in accordance to that singular compass. 

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Are you good or bad? Are you wise or ignorant? Do you care or are you full of apathy? Does righteousness matter or is it even a fundamental truth? The ten commandments is it to induce a slave mind or is it a logical lesson for a life worth living?
What about the good angels or the bad angels? Are they real? Was there truly a war in the heavens and the rebellious angels cast down to earth creating a prison planet? Were the fallen angels the ones who invaded this planet and brought to us sciences and practices as defined by them? Are the historical gods of legend really those fallen angels ruling over humanity? Does this mean that the alien invasion of Earth already occurred in Earth's ancient history? Is humanity still today suffering and learning from these imprisoned alien's inside of the earth? Am I allowed to even mix the terms angels and aliens?

Are you concerned at all that the reason for the war in the heavens was over the humans on this planet? and that the most direct contact with spiritual beings may be from those fallen angels who only want to cause humanities extinction. It is not enough for humanity to become extinct but for humanity to cause their own extinction. Isn't that a more effective form of warfare. To cause your enemy to kill themselves. This is logical and efficient. Especially when your being is mostly trapped deep in the bottomless pit. The fallen angels using their own superior natural abilities can still manipulate the lesser, weaker and unknowing minds of humanity in order to influence humanity to obey their subtle wills. Thus, can be seen in the changing of belief systems. The renewed questioning of rights and freedoms which surround morality which is spreading across the world.
Beware, those of you who are spiritually awakened. You to can still achieve a righteous purity in spite of the certain religious, cultural poisons which are right now surging through your mind and into the altering of your very DNA. It is true. What you think to be real about yourself is altered in your DNA until you become it. This works both ways. One way for a sinful life and the other for a righteous life. Just as a sinner can become righteous a righteous person can become a sinner. Until, such a point as reprobation is judged upon them.
If you believe that the innocence of life can be aborted. Then you are one of the deceived.
If you believe that self love is your absolute and apathy for everything else is OK. Then you are one of the deceived.
If you believe that war and conflict is the normal state of being. Then you are one of the deceived.
If you believe that chaos is something to create or maintain in order for you to profit from. Then you are one of the deceived.
To be a religious person and yet still dawn the uniform of warfare is another deception. You cannot in truth practice your religion of love, of peace, of harmony and go off into hells battlefield to hate all, to make war and to create chaos. There is great deceptions involved. In which all of it comes from the imprisoned fallen angels. Then when humanity accidentally or on purpose release the imprisoned angels. They will then be free to do as they will. The pure saints of each of the religions will fall to martyrdom. With little or no notice from the world. The vast majority of the population of the world will begin to worship the world leaders as the gods they will appear to be like. Everyone will love the world ruler. Which is when the armies of GOD will come and all of the military's of the world will fight against Jehovah. Thus, bringing together the whole truth of prophecy. All of it from all peoples and religions/faiths.

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For you to evolve you must accept of your own free will these things.
1)Life is important.
2)Love is important.
3)Peace is important.
4)Harmony is important.
These four things are a logical formula and must be obeyed. If the logical formula is contaminated in any way. The outcome of life is fundamentally lessened or continually diminished until the point in which life cannot be sustained. 
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Those few who have become awakened within the purity of the laws of righteousness. Will become changed in the twinkling of an eye. They will be the ones who evolve to the higher state of being. Within them will not be fear only the expectancy of continuation into the next. In which their bodies may not be shed but transformed.
At this point not even the fallen angels will be able to have influence over the righteously evolved.
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So, In which direction does your compass point? Into the heavens or deep into the earth? What is the condition of your compass? Is is purely clean or contaminated? and to what degree? Does degree even matter to the holy divine?
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Thankful Present: (Unedited): 28 Nov 2013:

Being thankful for what is present now. Is more important than the bad and sad memories of the past you survived. 

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 My childhood story may sound bad and sad. But, there are a large number of children who have survived more abuses and tortures than I have. Then there are those children who died at the hands of their evil parents and relatives.
If you are reading this now. You have survived your awful past and stand victorious. Be thankful. Yes, thankful for your past. Because, your enduring strength is proven. Even though you may feel like the damaged victim. You survived it all and hopefully you are now in a safe place.

I am today, very thankful for what I have endured. I am very thankful for my wife and children. I am thankful for the life I have and had. I have experienced much and evolved from all of those negative experiences. This is important. So is the life you have had and will have. I hope you can find the positive in your whole life. Even if it does seem like that golden needle in a sea of golden hay. Your search for the positives in your life is well worth it.All of the abuse and tortures you have had to endure. Was never about you. It was always them, those who did those terrible things to you. You were just the body present.

Everyday is a Thanksgiving. I hope everyone can live everyday of their lives in a joyful celebration.
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Profound extinction: (Unedited): 16 Nov 2013:

Distinctively profound changes in your life. Will always become your extinction as you continue on anew.  

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To suddenly become something you have never even considered. Is past tense. The fundamental change to you has already occurred. You are now a new creature. Hopefully a better and more positive one. But, sometimes the change can be the opposite of good and positive. The extinction of a good man often brings sadness to your loved ones.  While the extinction of the bad man brings a rejoicing to your loved ones.
Strive to be a good person by putting away those things which were once considered bad and evil.
Fight the apathy which has been put into you from the world. Regain your whole humanity by discovering you compassion and empathy for others. Even if you do not know them. Learn to love all of your brothers and sister. No matter whose mother they were born to or what lands they happen to be from.
Merge into your life the basic principles of love, peace and harmony. This is the only for everyone to have a life worth living and for the continuation of all life on the planets.
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Before I began writing and just before I met my last girlfriend who became my one and only wife (22+ Years of marriage). i was a bad person. There is no better way to explain it. i just did not care about other peoples feelings. i did not even care about myself. The fading scars on my knuckles, knees, arms, feet and other places are those reminders. Which i desire to be gone. The nick name of TAX which meant (Everyone will pay and they did). Is a long ago name which still at times burdens my soul. That bad person who was TAX is dead and extinct. Who i was is not who i am today. Hopefully a change for the better.

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Celebrating Criminals: (Unedited): 27 July 2013:

Joyfully celebrating the life and actions of famous criminals is exactly like celebrating the life and actions of Hitler and Stalin. C.J.MacKechnie
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 This is something that I'm unable to understand. How people can celebrate the greatness of criminals and criminal organizations. Especially when those criminal organizations habitually use as a practice intimidation, cruelty, thievery and murder to gain wealth for themselves. One should not even consider that it is OK or that these criminal organizations are not that bad. When some percentage of their over all business practice is legal.

These criminal persons, groups and organizations should be unaccepted, shunned and ridiculed.

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Morning Rains: (Unedited): 12 July 2013:

Hearing the morning rains fall as you begin to waken is the beginning of a new clean day. Enjoy this wonder with a positive mindset.
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The only guarantee of having a good or a bad day is how you think and feel. It matters not the condition of the day or even how other people perceive the day. A good day or a bad day is only decided by you. The whole of the universe isn't even interested how you think and feel about this day or any other. All of the wonders of the universe will still go on regardless.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Free Future Lost: (Unedited): 29 June 2013:

A free and civilized nation who forgets their history also loses their future. 

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Historical Dates are important for remembrance. Historical places are important to know something important happened there. Historical people are important because they are the ones who risked everything in order for you to have the life you have now. Ask those hard questions to find out why a few did what they must of felt they had to do.
All of the history must be learned and understood no matter the outcome. The Good, The Bad and the Ugly. The new generation of students must learn the ugliness of history just to prevent a future repeat occurrence. Do not celebrate the ugliness nor keep them secret.
The Bad aspects of history or the mistakes made must also be learned and understood. In order to avoid making those same or similar mistakes again. Do not celebrate the bad mistakes nor keep them secret.
Where the ancestors got it right. That you celebrate. Know more than a date. Such as the American July Forth. Is it more than just beer, hot dogs, barbeques, picnics and fireworks? It can be said it is more than just an American Holiday. Did you know that? Do not just accept that a day is a declared holiday just so you can obtain a free day of pay.
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When the mandated history as taught to school age children in your free country is diminished in any way. There is a long duration plan to take your country and enslave your children or children's - children. Take away the knowledge, wisdom and understanding of any of your history. You lose parts of your future freedom. As the decades go by. Piece by piece of your history as taught to your children means their ability to be free in the future is taken away piece by piece. When you can say you were taught more than your children are and you remember your parents were taught more than you. That is when the evil plans of a corrupt government can be seen. When the test to become a citizen is beyond your capability of answering. You or the next couple of generations will be the ones who will witness the death of a free society. Or is it the transformation from a free society into an enslaved one. But, of course if your in an enslaved society. You won't be reading this. 
When the political, social and anti-religious ideologies of falsehood are taught in the history and social studies classes. You will know the social conditioning's of your children's minds are in play. The Children are actively being (Brain Washed) psychologically taught to believe the opposite of you. Your children will not be your own as they will begin to choose the new form of government over the old form. They will not know or understand that they are in the wrong. The children will only know they are in the right. This will be the purity of complete deception. (Prophecy, in progress).
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How to stop the changes which have already begun. Right now every pure of heart religious person must run for every political office in their city, county, state and federal government. RIGHT NOW. You must be an active Participant in your free society. If you are a pure of heart religious person and have complaints about anything within your free country and have done nothing more than vote. You will lose your freedom and become a criminal will the evil entities become formed into one large voting block and turn your country in a free state for themselves. Being evil is selfishly greedy. 
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Re-Awakened morning: (Unedited): 28 June 2013:

When you find this morning as you become re-awakened. Do you automatically consider it to be a good day or a bad day? This is the essence of the genuineness of your happiness. C.J.MacKechnie

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Didn't you sleep well? If not remove the electronics. If not make sure you stop eating and drinking those things which stimulate. Look forward to your sleep and enjoy the playground of the spirit -mind connection. Have something which needs an answer to. Then give yourself permission to remember the answers in the morning as you go off into the Spirit school.
Are you still having troubles with sleeping. Then try living your day life with love, peace and harmony. This is how you will sleep well when you are rewarded with the silver hairs.
Wake up slowly and do not be startled. Cast away the alarm clock or put it in another room and still use it. Find a calm way to wake up.
Stop consuming all caffeinated  products. Research for yourself why. Then you may have to take an entire weekend off to go through withdrawals. Which is evidence of a drug addiction. It matters not the legality or cultural acceptance.


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Expected Demise: (Unedited): 29 May 2013:

A bad leader creates an expected demise, Which can be predicted by a good manager. C.J.MacKechnie

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The good manager becomes a prophet when the bad leader comes up with bad plans which can destroy the whole of everything. Hopefully there are a group of leaders instead of a one. Hopefully one of those other reasonable wise leaders will listen to the good manager and contemplate on the hard experience of the good manager.
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Adventures Qualities: (Unedited): 28 May 2013:

The adventures experienced along any journey will accent your good positive qualities and reveal your bad negative qualities. C.J.MacKechnie

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It is important to know all of the qualities about who you are right now and it is important to know all of the qualities you have expressed through action in your life's history. Both time sets aides you into your tomorrow. The decisions you make right now to change bad and negative qualities into good and positive ones is an improvement in the reputation of your namesake. This is how you make a profound meaning to your name.
The decisions and actions followed through on discovering something good and positive about your nature is a revelation like finding a gold nugget. Except no one can ever take it from you and you can always use it repeatedly, unlike the gold nugget you can only use once. 
The decisions and actions followed through on bettering your already known good positive qualities is a journey into personal greatness.
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Re-Emerged Gifts: (Unedited): 24 May 2013:

The re-emergence of your gifts will occur when you cease the rejection, the denial and the deceptive conditioning. C.J.MacKechnie

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No matter what religion or anti-religion you are in. You are taught what to believe as wrong and false. What is bad and evil. 

This also, includes the gifts from God. This also includes the partial truth of prayer. 
Because, If you were to be taught the wholeness of the truth the rule of authority that those religious rulers have over the vast majority of humanity would become like vapor. 

The supernatural gifts of GOD originates from GOD. Your intention is of your origin. 

The wholeness of prayer is 
Pray is you talking to God. Meditate is you listening to GOD. Contemplating is you trying to understand what GOD has told to only you. Worshiping GOD is you - worshiping GOD. 
This is the wholeness of prayer as I understand it. 
Think about a respectful conversation you have with another person. You talk and listen. You think about what has been said. Then talk and listen some more. This is respectful.

In the Christian religion. We are taught to only talk. There is no listen, no dialogue, the unaware absence of respect for God. The Christian follower is almost forced to believe that the chain of command within churches is all in constant communication with GOD. Never realizing GOD does not.

In another religion. You must only exactly recite the prayer as told to you. Then when you are done, you are done. There is nothing else. The followers discover that the GOD of their understanding does not talk to them and there is a great feeling of absence. So, the followers see the authority and power of the men who stand above them. The followers conclude that GOD talks to them. Never realizing that GOD does not. 

Since Jesus, The chain of command between you and GOD is all there is. You to GOD and GOD to you. No one else between. 
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Emotional Penny: (Unedited): 11 April 2013:

A penny is just a penny. It does not control how it lays, heads or tails, shiny or dirty. But. You who discovers a discarded penny is the one who assigns either a positive, negative or apathetic emotion to it. C.J.MacKechnie

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Even the conclusion that a penny is good luck or bad luck. It is you who emotionally decides if something is good or bad. Your acceptance of false belief systems, taught to you as a child from other people defines even today how you live. A penny is neither good luck or bad luck. But, A penny found means you now have more than what you had before and that simple fact may be just enough good luck, you need to jump start your positive life changes for the better. Heads is good luck and tails is bad luck is the false belief which takes away your freedom to choose if any such thing is good luck or bad luck to you. 
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Choose to assign a positive emotion and conclusion to as many things as you can. Even when confronted with terrible terrible deeds. Find something positive to inspire others with. 
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When you find any penny anywhere. Even if it is dirty and showing tails. Pick it up. clean it up. Pray, bless and mediate goodness into the penny. Then leave the shiny penny up on heads for another to discover. 
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Self Correcting: (Unedited): 01 April 2013:

Self correcting bad behaviors and overcoming poor decisions in judgement, Can be easily seen by others as a growth in your character. C.J.MacKechnie

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Surviving the after effects of bad behavior and the results of making poor decisions. Can be difficult and overwhelming. Enduring through the trials and tribulations of your own actions and choices is necessary in your learning and self correcting process. What you DO NOW. Will be seen by others as you developing good character or you acting unwisely. What and how others see you is of importance. But, how you see yourself is of greater importance. Do you want to be a good person or do you just want to be good at all of the bad you desire to do? 
There is a phrase in the trucking industry. "If you can't be good, then be good at it." The word can't is your choice. From your choice you will always receive your just rewards or the conviction of curses. 
The rewards may not be easily seen like gold, silver, lands or jewel's. Respect, honor, honesty, righteousness, holiness is all apart of your good reputation. A good reputation can be re-created after you have fought hard to recover from the conviction of your created curses. 
 The curse of trials and tribulations is a direct logical response to the poor choices in your life. Some of these curses can last an entire lifetime in prison. Some curses may last only a decade or two, then you die. Some curses may require you to remain in the perpetual care of a medical team. 
Some self generated curses are generational. The lovers who partake of the drugs and alcohol. Will have babies with diminished capacities. Is that a curse from God? No, It is your own self generated curse. You are solely responsible for your child being born addicted to your drugs and becoming genetically defective. Don't blame God for your choices and actions in life. 

SO, What do you do now? Since you now realize that some curses of your own creation and not the fault of God.
You do more than endure through your curse or curses. You make a life out of your trials and tribulations. You create that positive and life changing message. So, that hopefully other people won't make your same mistakes. It doesn't matter if your confined in a wheel chair, rotting in some prison cell or the parent of a FASD/PCE kid. You can still change your  life life and pursue enlightenment. Despite/In-spite your current disadvantage. Be positive, Live positive, become the positive life message for all. 
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http://www.ncadd.org/index.php/programs-a-services/alcoholdrugs-related-birth-defects-awareness/191-ncadd-alcohol-a-other-drug-related-birth-defects-awareness-week
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fetal_alcohol_spectrum_disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prenatal_cocaine_exposure
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Curse
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karma
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 Yep, this is a hint for someone. Not my family.
 The extreme unwise choice or decision. Can be seen in the story of Jacob
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jacob
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Loose Thread: (Unedited): 06 July 2010:

Tugging on or playing with any thread within the fabric of time and space is usually not a good thing unless your the seamstress.

 C.J.MacKechnie
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Our histories are woven into today's reality. So if your one of those unfortunate souls who had to endure a history full of traumatic bad and sad. You may want to change your past as much as I do. You must know to change or alter your past in any way, will fundamentally change who you are now. One thing is for certain. You will not be the strong and determined person you are now. Those who are survivors of intense bad and sad events, are fundamentally different souls then those who had a life with much fluff. All of those bad and sad memories of your past is very similar to the memories of warriors who return home.
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It doesn't matter if you were born into an awful family or like me adopted into one. I've resolved myself into thinking this. Better for me to have been adopted by them, then for someone else. If this gives you any comfort, then use it. Because, you survived as I have. Your abuse and torture may have been much worse than mine. You survived it all. many of those who are like us do not survive. So, be thankful with your heart of compassion.
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Day Next: (Unedited): 10 June 2010:

The value of who you are, is who you have chosen to become this day and the next. Despite all that you have had to overcome in the previous days. C.J.MacKechnie 

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It is to bad. That not everyone chooses to become stronger. Even after surviving great horrors of abuse and torture. Others choose to maintain their misery, sadness, Suffering or to just completely give up.
Just the fact that you did survive is evidence of your enduring strength. A strength which you may not even see or even accept. You are strong and stronger than most. Do not give up now, not ever. Do not give in to the negativity of your own minds creation. Fight, Fight, Fight. 

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It is always nice to discover that solid rock. When you are pulling yourself out of the mud that your drowning in.
Drowning in a river of sadness and misery. It does not matter who or what the solid rock is. Grab a hold of it and pull yourself free of the deadly torrents of negativity. You can do it. Become your own hero and free yourself. Your already strong enough. You have already proven it by simply surviving your life's horrors. Pull yourself up and pull yourself free. I will be standing upon the rock cheering you on.
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The Logical Empath: (Unedited): 01 March 2013:

The Logical Empath. Can it be possible for an emotional empath to operate on their other side? Yes, If they want to remain sane. Go into your closet a get your detective hat and pipe. This is important especially for the new empaths or for those empaths, psychics who desire to get to that newer level.
Before, You go any further in this message. Please read the empath materials in this group. This is from the Journey group on Facebook. It is invite only or closed or secret or all of the above.
Your an empath. So you say. What does that mean really and is it really a gift, a blessing or a curse? Did you get your detective cap and pipe out yet. Are you ready?
Every single emotion that you feel must have an intellectual thought for each individual emotion. If there is no intellectual thought for an emotion. Then it is not your emotion. So, you have to train yourself like an analytical detective like Joe Friday. "Just the facts Ma'am". Are you feeling angry? well why are you angry? Suzi stepped on your toe three times? That is a very logical reason. So, your emotion to the stepping on your toe is justified.
Very recently you have developed a very real spiritual connection to a kindred spirit named Heidi. On a soon to come Saturday your watching a very funny movie and then become incredibly worried and then begin to smile. You go through your logical detective process and ask yourself some questions. What am I worried about? You logically conclude "nothing". What am I smiling about? "The funny movie"? But, you have a certain unqualified doubt about that. So, you begin by meditating on each family member and friend. Nothing really stands out. But, what about that new person I met named Heidi. So you send her a generic message "Are you OK?" Heidi responds " I accidentally blew up a mean old X-boyfriends hair and he didn't even recognize me. I loved every minute of it-oops, I mean poor guy. He should be out of the hospital in a few weeks.
It's race time. Go get your favorite NASCAR racing shirt. I know some of you have at least one shirt. Your brain is a wicked trickster. The brain just doesn't like to have stray emotions just racing about.
This is a timed event. The time is solely defined by your own brain and it is a very real race. So, you suddenly have a bad and sad emotion. You think to yourself. I'm not logically thinking about any bad and sad thoughts. Then suddenly boom. You are now thinking about a bad and sad event which happened to you. So, is now everything OK in the world of your empathic brain? Nope, it taint. Your logical part of your brain searched your own memory to find a bad and sad event which matches your bad and sad emotion. Pretty cool. Nope, your brain just coped with a stray and unknown emotion. There is someone out in the universe who you have a connection to that is having some bad and sad emotions. But, now your brain just muddled it all up. This is of course bad, but it really isn't because the brain is trying to protect itself. So you must train your brain in being responsible with your gift so that you can be a blessing to others. The next step in the growth of your gifts is the knowing of intellectual information. The detective work is similar as are the questions. Such as are these my logical thoughts are someone else? C.J.MacKechnie

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Added on 05 April 2015: 

This is the empathic protection system (EPS). 

Warning! Warning! Warning!

Whose thoughts and emotions are in your head?  1). Are those thoughts and emotions in their from an expressed need by a sender? 2). Are they in their by accident? 3). Are all of those seemingly random thoughts and emotions being created by an undisciplined and untrained mind? 4). or are they in their, to influence your will by some design which greedily benefits someone else? 

 1). When you make connections or connections have been genetically or spiritually made on your behalf. You are tied to those persons until those connections are severed in some way. But, you do not need to be connected to send and receive messages in some fashion. The first message you will typically receive are those from those persons who are in need. Sometimes they will just think you were there with them. Thus, those logical and emotional messages are instantly sent. Faster than the speed of light. Which means Einstein is in error to a degree as his formula is not complete. The signal does not lose strength or intensity over distance and space. Typically the emotional signal can be much stronger than the logical portion of the message. This is because the logical portion is often time internalized where as the emotional portion of the signal is externalized. This is the same thing as when a person is sad and in tears and you do not know why. The person is expressing the emotion and internalizing the logical aspect of the problems. Sometimes this is why a phone call/text/IM or some other instant messaging is necessary. 

There are natural security barriers to this which of course protects you and your sanity. For instance if an untrained and undisciplined empath gets involved with social work. This can cause that empath to lose them self. You know that caring person who loves everyone and who just wants to help all creatures great and small. You have to discipline your mind. The best method to train your brain is through 2 avenues. #1 Effective meditation and #2 the avoidance of any mind altering substance. Both are crucial and yes I also include cigarettes and mind altering medications. For others certain sugars and caffeine's. 

2). Some people send emotional and logical messages by accident. So do you and so do I. We all are at fault in this regard. It's kind of like leaving your house with the lights, T.V., Radio  or computer on. Except with humans we are on all of the time and transmitting are on personal signals. Look for my writings with the comparison with radio theory. Found it.

http://john-mackechnie.blogspot.com/2012/09/empath-radio-unedited-feb-estimate-no.html 

So within our own minds we do need to learn how to find our own on/off switch within our own mind and then learn how to use it. This can be done with directed meditation and over time. You can turn off or De-tune yourself from random incoming thoughts and emotions. Ask yourself this question. Is an empath bipolar or is a bi-polar an empathic? Just think about that one. What about the use of mind altering medications? Are those mind altering medications helping the bipolar person while harming the empath? These are very tough questions. Especially when the empath has been medicated for so long and their own brains have chemically altered themselves and become addicted. 

3). The untrained and undisciplined mind. I have already covered it and will restate it. Meditation is the best method for brain discipline. With all of the flavors and practices. With focusing on a singular thought or on no thought or opening yourself up to the Divine source. All three will be good or just one for now and then maybe another for later. How ever you think through your meditation plan. It all boils down to time. The smartest and most wise of humanity do 4+hours of meditation per day. No vacations. No days off. That's just the way it is. Am I that 4+  hour a day person. NO. Have I done it? Yes. Was it profound? Absolutely so. The quote writing that I do and the quality of my writing is based on the quality and time spent in prayer and meditation. So, when you see a dry spell. There you go. Did I sneak in the "Prayer" word. Yep. I did. Because Prayer is you talking to the Creator and meditation is you essentially listening. Which is more important? 

4). The most troubling part of being an empath. As an empath it seems that your spiritual receiver and transmitter is always on. Which means those things in which you may know nothing about can hear you think as well as speak to you. Most of the time this is not a good thing. Because, many of those spiritual beings will imitate exactly how you think to yourself and speak to you exactly how you think to yourself. So being a newly realized empath or even an empath with experience under your belt. How do you stop them? You have to define them. Spirits, Angels, Ghosts and a variety of other beings. Maybe, even some of those human beings who have achieved secret skills.  How do you defend/protect yourself  from outside influences? Again, This is through a form of silent the mind meditation. In which any outside or any uncontrolled thought is silenced absolutely. In the beginning of this practice. It may seem like a fight for your own mind. That's because it is. You may have been some other entities human remote controlled person. Now that your aware of their influence over you. They are getting frustrated. They just lost their human toy. This is an obvious childish explanation. Never the less it does seem to be so. Over time some of these entities will just leave you and find another human R/C toy to have their fun. It can be that simple while others are much more dark and evil in their control over your body. To influence you, to re-train your brain, so that you automatically become a self controlled human robot doing the masters will. All of it psychologically conditioned to do. This isn't so fun anymore.  Well, you can use your own imagination. Essentially, Your mind controls the body. The mind can also disconnect from the spirit world. Which is easily seen in the modern world today. The outside influence will want to alter your psychology to become more apathetic. The less you care the greater the outside control. Are you still following me. Do you often think? I don't care in more and more situations than you did a year ago, a decade ago or even several decades ago? Are you inhaling Chemically added tobacco products which are designed to cause you not to care as much. Which is essential in calming people down who tend to care to much. Wow. look above and re-read. Empaths tend to care to much as defined by worldly and anti-spiritual people. Those empaths who are said to care to much are actually those advanced persons that all of us lower humans are supposed to attain to become as well.

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http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John+14%3A12-14&version=NASB 

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John+13-17&version=NASB

This is a Christ gift. Jesus declared to his disciples. That all of the miracles he has done. They can do as well and more. To feel another persons feelings and then being able to uplift their spirit and to help their mind to become comforted.

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Life Storms: (Unedited): 11 June 2010:

Even during the rain storms of life. Something good and positive can be found if searched. 

C.J.MacKechnie
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If you are reading this and your life has been hell. Then know right this very moment. Your a survivor. Your a conqueror. Your victorious. Yes, You do not feel like one. Neither did I. But, never the less you are. Yes, the abuses and tortures you have endured were evil, bad and terrible. Yet, here you are reading this goofy quote.  Of all of the hell you have had to endure. Your strength and will defeated those who tried to end you. Your strength and will to live is proof that you won. I do understand, what I am trying to prove to you. I did not feel strong let alone a winner. I felt very much the opposite.
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No matter what you have already endured in this life. Even if you think and believe that all this life has ever been is Hell on Earth. There always is something positive to learn. Even if it is a simple positive thing that people can smile at in a weird way. Such as for me. "It is not good to try and kill your adopted son (me)". I know that was probably a failed attempt at humor. That is a basic lesson to learn. It is not good to kill your children, to abuse your children, to torture your children and etc.
There are about 500,00 kids in foster care every single year in the USA and the majority of those kids have parents who did not know that one simple truth and still don't. 
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Search for those positive good things which are within you. You are of great value and importance. 

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You are worthy of the life you know you should have. You can give to your own children the life you always ever wanted. make the effort and make it happen.